shot, dead.

gc heart

2009-02-20T08:26:00.000-08:00

i promised to, so here, zeeki-ly my lovely tablemate,

thanks loads love

if only my awesome gc can define that.

defined?

love ya loads dearie, thanks loads for taking care of me when i'm sick in class.

and last but not least, thanks loads shereen (:

Cheers.

God bless.

I wanna get back to the old days,

2009-02-09T02:44:00.000-08:00

last night my temperature escalated to 40.2 hoho

my parents fetched me to some 24hr clinic (initially they wanted to bring me to a hospital, but THERE’S NO WAY I’M GONNA STEP INTO A HOSPITAL TO GET AN INJECTION :O so, after much grousing , they gave in yay :D)

medicine sucks big time.

i’ve gotta take 6 types of medicine, not including the chinese ones. *pukes*

k.

i really hope i can get well soon -.-

cause it sucks not being able to do anything apart from sleeping, sleeping, and sleeping.

instantaneously after i recover and head back to school, there will be tests, how brilliant.

me is no virtuoso. me cannot study at all cause of me infirmity. me gonna fail tests. me is sad. how?

i’m weary, bye.

God bless.

don't you wish that you can be a fly on the wall

2009-02-07T23:42:00.000-08:00

hey,

laoyusheng day / granny's birthday
01feb09

lunar new year 09'

26jan09'

hahaha that's me when i was really young.

lunar new year 09' celebration at mr zong's and mdm wan's house.

31jan09'

4h jan birthdays celebration

28jan09'

yay i’m still dead.

(since thurday, i’ve been sick and) currently i’m:

running a fever (still), 38.9
having constant coughs
having a sore throat (lost my voice)
stomachache
terrible headaches
terrible body aches

i’m dead because:

apparently, I’m having my LA and biomed makeup tests tomorrow which I didn’t have the energy to gen up cause of (inserts the above).
i’m having my chem test on either thursday or Friday and I haven’t read a single note at all thanks to (inserts the above once again)
i don’t know when my hist test is and I’m not prepared at all.

so let’s rejoice.

"whee yay farrah's dead"

“the problem of comparing yourself to others is that you can always find someone who is more beautiful, someone who is slimmer, someone who dresses more fashionably or someone who talks more confidently. When you're always comparing yourself to other people what you're reall saying is "I want to be more like them" when what you should be doing is valuing more who and what you are.”

boo yeah.
i totally agree with that.

but,

zzz -.- i can’t stop comparing myself with others, though i know by doing that, i’m just accentuating the fact that i’m dismal and appalling, to myself.

why can’t i look like:

vanessa hudgens

jessica alba

hilary duff

(and the list just goes on,)

boo it sucks being me.

frail, scrawny and ugly.

i feel like closing down my blog :/
i’ve lost myself.
bye farrah marilynn yeo.
hello, stranger.

Our hopes and expectations, black holes and revelations

2009-01-23T05:50:00.000-08:00

hoho, the pictures are in reverse chronological sequence :D

CNY '09 celebrations
23Jan'09

we're triplets :D

hoho munmun is prettaye! :D

ching! :D

thanks to the fall, -.-

teehee, captured unaware.

we're ~~not~~ tidy.

rahchingmun (:

hi tsetsefly!

lol look at fy at the back.

*twirls around*

woah.

heh. imma star. *

LOL.

girl dancers in chun zhi yong. :D

hoho.

the 'mei hua' group :D

we're organized, really!

zomg liheng ._.

iforgotwho hoho zomg ._.

mine :D

mother (Y) :D

hi prettaye qianqi! :D

tsesin doing her homework ._.

2L'07 dancers! (excluding jm & zj)

Rehearsal for CNY and the usual lessons

21Jan'09

mother imba (Y)

twinnie! :D

elton's and siqi's duet! its *drools*

back in class,

hohoho let us wonder who yuhao was playing for~

shir, glen, rah :D

birdy LOL (Y)

shir, my prettaye bio lab partner! :D

hoho this is karma frederick.

hi prettayes :D

bren&glen :D

my glenglen :D

we have the same surname yo.

siyuan :D

qwei's back x)

lol, siuwai and his blue highlights.

some random day at anchor point

19Jan'09

(L)(L)(L)

Any other random weekend at orchard

17Jan'09

hoho i bought this prettaye necklace :D

lol!

we thought we looked like spirits trying to walk thru the door ._.

nathan yeo :D

leon yeo :D

farrah yeo :D

cnycnycnycnycnycnycny

WHOO!

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR IN ADVANCE POOPS!

God bless.

cheers!

chinese new year celebrations '09

2009-01-23T05:11:00.000-08:00

hoho!

today has been pretty awesome!

i wounded myself today D:

i was loping down the precipitous slope barefooted to the lecture theatre with the dance music cd. fatefully, i couldn’t come to a halt, lost balance and was plunged flat to the ground.

and thanks to (inserts physics theories regarding speed, kinetic energy, gravity, and stuffs), the inception of my scuffing-of-skin journey commenced!

i started to skid flat downhill on the searing tarred road.

and according to eye witnesses (lol) xuanjuin, yinjuin and tsesin, i skid a stretched distance indeed.
(my rejoinder while i was skidding down was ‘huh? OMWTH IS HAPPENING?!’)

we were all :O *struggles for breath* *agonizes* *appalled* well, essentially ZOMG-ing. i couldn’t get to my feet. i merely glanced at my wounds as they hemorrhage (hoho it even oozed on the road). dancers in the lecture theatre went out to check out how i was feeling. (:
thanks you guys (:

hahaha, then yinjuin and xuanjuin went to get the first aid kit for me, simin and chingyee were hugging me as a teacher was treating my wounds, then jaslynn was saying ‘OMG VERY PAIN LEH! OMGOMGOMG! :(’ other dancers were surrounding me, asking if i was okay, thanks loads lovelies! (L)

then apparently, i started to feel faint, my face and body felt feeble and anesthetized. so i was carried by the dancers to the lecture theatre haha! :D dancers teeming around me and helped me out :D simin, yinjuin, tsesin was incessantly massaging my hands cause they were (chou1 jin1) taut and nippy, i could not control them at all, like omg. but after a long while, my hands were back to being well :D thanks a lot a lot dearies! and also thanks jas and ching for feeding me LOL. and thanks simin for the cereal! (:

i wanna dedicate the paragraphs below to the people that made me extremely happy and gratified today (:

THANKS A MILLION DANCERS!

I LOVE YOU ALL!

thanks seniors! really obliged to you all! (:
my seniors were very sweet! they helped me to look for SJAB students to re-dress my wounds, ran up to the dance studio to get me a pair of shoes, attempted to carry me up the slope lol, concerning, surrounding me in case i fall and stuffs. :) oh and the qi4 gong1 thing in the lecture theatre lol! you all are the sweetest seniors i’ll ever have (: thanks! :D

thanks sec4 dancers! sec4 dancers were very sweet too! you all are the awesome-st awesome friends ever! a great thankyou to all the sec4 dancers! :D you guys are the loveliest friends ever! (: oh and thanks loads to siqi for helping me with handing up my chinese corrections and cleaning up the dance studio! :D thankyou poops! (L) ( thanks so much! minxian, austin, junming, xiaoxu, xuanjuin, yinjuin, zijun, qianqi, elton, siqi, cheryl, tsesin, leonard, dione, jaslynn, laetitia, fangyuan, jialing, chingyee, simin, leongyu :D) the names are according to our classes lol. :D

thanks loads to siyuan, davy and qiaowei for the concern! :D

thanks mr lee, ms goh, ms wong, fenglaoshi, sulaoshi and mrs ling for the concern!

thank you everyone :D
farrah loves you all very much! (:

concluding statement: thanks a whole lot gravity. xoxo

oh yeah :D hoho, dancers i’m really proud of you all today! you all put up a splendid performance even when the dance was choreographed 3 days ago! (:

RVDS FTW! (L)

it was resplendently awesome too after i parted off with dancers and head back home! (:

teehee pictures later! :D

God bless.

cheers!

I love this record baby but I can't see straight anymore

2009-01-16T07:18:00.000-08:00

WOW. MY MEMORY CARD JUST DIED ON ME.

teehuu.
this week has been pretty eventful i guess.

oh today was rather 'pissifying' at the lecture theatre.

the juniors’ actions that evoked my affront:

rumpus spammed with “HUH WALAO SAME ONE LAH! CHEY SAME ONE! SEEEE SAME ONE! EEYER SAME ONE”
*loud tumult* seniors: “shhhh” juniors: *glares back* *rolls eyes*
“BOOOOO”
loud chanting of “FALL! FALL! FALL!”

like hello? did we say that it was going to be any different?

zzz. -.-

i look fatigued and drained eh D:
okay i’m damn tired now ._.
ciao poops.

God bless.

cheers!

nigel is OMGLYCUTE ._. + first day of school

2009-01-03T14:57:00.000-08:00

yay this is my third post for today.

cause ~~i wanna abscond and free my mind from my incompleted homework ):~~ i've got so much to update on, reallyyyyyy ._.

oh, really random picture:

nathan: *stares* *reaches out to touch the paper*
me: *bursts out laughing*
nathan: its not hot -.-
me: YOU LAMERRRRRRRR!
leon: huh?
nathan and i: *laughs*

oh yeah, the foremost reason for this post is

MY OMGLYCUTESTTHINGI'VEEVERSEENBEFORE

COUSIN NIGEL!

(i'm pretty sure i saw that long word somewhere before ._.)

yay! (:

first day of school
2January2009'

'bye nurses and helloooo jc lookalikes!'

nothing much actually.

cause i left the class at 8.30am lol. :D

went to the dance studio with twinnie, mun and chew to assist the dancers who were performing.

1# reason why being saikang head is (Y)

you ~~get to pon lessons~~ gotta be there to aid the dancers when they are performing

HI CRAZY DEARIE CSM, YOU ARE PRETTAYE.

stop saying that you're not can. -.-

yay i look screwed.

and i still will in the remaining 360days.

or more.

whee!

love you crazy ~~womans~~ women!

(L)

God bless.

cheers!

(p.s. yay its 7.26am and i haven't slept yet.)

the day before we head to genting 08'

2009-01-03T14:24:00.000-08:00

Day before our annual trip to genting 08'
Chinese Swimming Club :D
21 December 2008

the usual few, yeo's family with marcus's family
pool-ed, swam, arcade-d, bowl-ed, dined there (:

jokers ftw!

orh this yupi cola.
got it from a vending machine.
got scammed tyvm.
4bucks for this, winner. (Y)

the conventional way we wait for our bowling ball,

hahaha marcus rocks.

yay my bro :D

school team bowler yo! (inherited the genes from my dad i think)

speaking bout school

i can still evoke a tad of reminiscences when young,

me: MUMMYYY DADDYYY WHY CAN'T I GO TO ACS LIKE ALL THE BOYS IN THE FAMILY?

(when i state boys, i connote my brothers, cousins, dad, uncles ._.)

HI WORLD, WE ARE NOT AFFILIATED IN ANY WAY. :D

haha nah, i love this guy lol.

lionelyeo ftw :D

(L)

update!

2009-01-03T09:06:00.000-08:00

HI POOPS!

it has been ~~6 days~~ 184763298 years since i've update(!)
so taadaaaaaaaaa
my update :D

*claps*

a brand new year, a fresh new start.
cliche but still,
yep, i'm happy really.

ooh at the outset, i shall show you something on my personal laptop.

CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT I ACTUALLY HAVE GARENA ON MY PERSONAL LAPTOP?

hmm not really the point of the whole post, but still

yay gg.

02jan09

these shots were taken before we head of to school :D ):

i think i look less emaciated in the new uniform yay.

i adore impressively long school skirts

i worship sky-scraping-ly high socks

i live to mug, mug to live

i have a vehemence for exams cause i love the adrenaline it sends moving through my veins

i have a fetish nerds

imma dork.

yay.

zzz -.-

school has started and nevertheless i'm unprepared.

sighsighsighsighsigh.

ooh and we have cool classroom neighbours - 4g and 4i!

2Looneylunatics Class Chalet December ’08!

9/12/2008 – 12/12/2008

(This is what I managed to type at coffee beans the other time at genting. LOL.)

"People who turned up for the chalet: Cheryl, Jiarong, Estee, Dione, Chingyee, Hanni, Shuyinn, Phyllis, Farrah, Glennis, Xiaoxu, Weichen, Felix, Yuejun, Weihao, Yijin, Jiahao, Junming, Brian.

IT WAS AWEEEEESOME! :D

Day 1

Met up with the others at queenstown mrt station, and astonishingly, I was prompt.
*claps*

We head off to (I think) white sands shopping mall for lunch.
As usual, I was the last person to complete (okay, not exactly complete) my meal. :/

very sorry cher ):

soon after lunch, felix went off to the airport cause he was heading to japan (LOL), st and hanni also had to leave to watch a match.

“byeeeee” *waves frantically*
(cher, felix really went to lunch with us all T-T)

moments later, we arrived at keppel chalet(!)
like omg, i missed keppel chalet. ( huge bungalow with its own pool and bbq pit and cable tv! :O )
i missed 2Lers terribly. ):"

i don't feel like continue typing bout the whole chalet experience ._.

but

still

was

AWESOME!

more pictures ~

we had cable tv :D

( but damn-the-cable-there-lah, no channel 55 ): )

cher ching di and i found the 'game of knowledge'

which is a pretty LOL game

mahjong chips to denote our scores :D

(LOL)

the usual mahjong~

the game-of-knowledge-people :D

a archetypal shot of cher and di lol!

our pool wahaha!

emo trio lol.

wc: OMG I LOOK KIASU IN THE PIC.

(to the person who farted) thanks lah hor!

(ooo shiny) lightning risk alert?

our personal pool yo.

junhao as his self proclaimed croc (lol)

junhao's sexy pose (lol!)

st: eh junhao sexy pose.

*jh strokes his leg*

jh: kuai dian pai luh, wo yao chen xia qu liao!

me: pai movie.

jh: WA LAN EH!

we didn't went cycling ):

chewwwwwwww (is mine :D) <3

b! lol :D

cyj! (youngest 2Ler can you believe it o.o)

looballs!

he really is my doppelganger. *stern face*

wellllllllllll

we have the same birthdate :D

lol loo's expression is classic.

chuaboss! lol :D

glenglen, yay 1/2 of my triplet <3>

jh! lol :D

chingjieeee <3>

honey! <3>

kyj! (yah luh you look much better than me in the pic and in veracity loh winner) :D

MY (gay) DEARDEAR! <3

(T-T i think sydear don't want me alr T-T)

da prettaye octo-cher-version! <3

st! (Y) lol :D <3

yay laoma :D <3

no solo shots with jm wc phy jr ):

heh. :D

"the root of all evil. " (quoted from st)

lol look at b and loo.

wah still playing PSP, winners (Y)

i don't wanna continue giving captions ._.

picture of the day:

last but not least,

(L)

my blog shed its skin

2008-12-22T14:06:00.000-08:00

hello!

my blog just shed its skin.

:O

i’ve gotta say, my cousin is one of the most humorous guy i’ve ever met, really.
lol.
we’re setting off to genting highlands in approximately 30 minutes, so one of my cousin came over to stay ~~play dota -.- with my brothers~~ last night.

idk why but we were suddenly so into the song ‘Womanizer’ by Britney spears.

on the outset, we were humming to the tune,
“Womanizer, Woman-Womanizer, you’re a Womanizer
Oh, Womanizer, oh you’re a Womanizer, baby
You-you-you are
You-you-you are
Womanizer, Womanizer, Womanizer”

A few incessant repeats of the song, brought about a few eccentric souls striking up a tumult at 3am
“Boy, don't try to front
I-I know just-just what you are, ah, ah
Boy, don't try to front
I-I know just-just what you are, ah, ah(spoken)
You got me goin
Youre oh so charmin
But I cant do it
You Womanizer”

rock on britney xoxo

hmm genting trip.

I’m carrying a rather lackluster self to genting since, I’m kinda bored rigid by it already ._.

Well, cause, it’s somewhat a family tradition, to head to genting in 4-5 (black!) cars (with my relatives) every june/dec holiday. And this “tradition” of ours had been going on for at least 10 years I presuppose. So, yeah, don’t really look forward :/

But still,
I know, I’ve gotta be appreciative
So, a big thankyou to God, and my dear parents, (:

hi world, thanks to lionel, i’m rayner (lol).

i shall update on class chalet later on, when, I’m bored at coffee beans. :/

i’ve finally understand the joke, lol!
mylymr (LOL).
stupid lionel yeo -.-

anyways, eh wongleongyu,

you so did no own me in typing speed test yo!
your junior may have owned me (LOL), but hellos our typing speed are the same okay! x)

and and and, currently, my score is 104wpm and yours is 108wpm, so it’s not considered as an ownage dude! xD

drink more red bull and pwn me when you’re ready dude *sticks tongue out*
i’ll show you my prowess, beyond Godlike woots!

k.
do ignore.

that was so, not me.

cheers!

God bless.

Here we are again, circles never end
how do I find the perfect fit
there's enough for everyone
but I'm still waiting in line

Soulmate by Natasha bedingfield

updates with a few pics

2008-12-14T14:16:00.000-08:00

I blog hop frequently
And after blog hopping,
I’ll feel like a no life loser -.-

Cause at the outset, perusing others blog, I’ve come to comprehend that their lives are like omgfabshit!
*stabs*
But mine is like arrantly humdrum zzz

I’m wedged at home on a regular basis reading other’s blogs on how fascinating their lives are, which, seriously, makes me a no life loser

And if you’ve been reading my blog nowadays as you’ve nothing to do at home,
Don’t worry
You’re not the only no life loser.
(haha okays I’m kidding)

Then I’ll start to deem back, realizing that
I seriously have a very minuscule social circle
Austerely infinitesimal

Like this:

(I think the people I know can fit into that circle)

I gotta be more gregarious
Gotta gotta gotta

Maybe I seem effusive but not convivially (I’m a nice person k, really)
But zzz I admit I’m not amiable
~~Yay lets be friends~~

To-do list:

Make 100 friends by the end of this week
Send a message to all of my contacts saying ‘yay I’m glad we’re friends’
Make BFFUIHFANBFFs (best friends forever until I have found another best friend forever)

I really am a loser -.-

Dredging up the past years of my life, I can recall back when I was younger (before I entered secondary school) I was an extremely sociable and ebullient lil kiddy

When I’m at foreign places and I see other kiddies playing, I would go up to them and say ‘can I be your friend?’ then we would start playing catching/hide-and-seek/freeze/crocodile et cetera.

How I yearn for the simplicity from that once-upon-a-time when we make friends with our chaste heart and ingenuous mind.

Machiavellian suckers with devious intentions when making friends are arseholes.
Not saying that I’ve met any.
Well I doubt I’ll ever will lol, in view of the fact that I’m not well-off or attractive.

Well I’ve just managed to pack my files, computer files.
Realized there are loads of pictures and stuffs so I took quite a long time to pack and now it’s 6.26am woohoo.
Mum’s nagging, pressing me to pack my files and books in the shelves.
I gotta clear my closets soon too, (to make it seem barren so mummy will bring me to a shopping spree whee).
And I need new stuffs.
I sound like a squanderer, but I am not okay.
*nods heads*

Okay, this post is senseless.

Pictures time :D

Random family photos

2L hwachong/cineleisure outing 08

3H clique chalet 08

I’m drained.
Shall sleep now, update on dance chalet and 2L class chalet tomorrow or something x)

God Bless.
Cheers!

P.S. mylymr (inside joke LOL)
P.S.S. 2L dec 08 class chalet rocked! :D 2L! <3>

What hurts the most

Was being so close

And having so much to say

And watching you walk away

And never knowing

What could have been

And not seeing that loving you

Is what I was tryin to do

What hurts the most - Rascal Flatts

NTPS family night/6D05 gathering

2008-11-15T14:38:00.000-08:00

Pictures from 6D’05 gathering / NTPS family-bonding night at NTPS! :D

15/11/08

Well, a gauche ~~inception~~ onset.

Changes in us are inevitable.
Whether if its veneer aspect, differences in behavioral quirks et cetera, all of us had changed in some way or another.

People I’ve managed to meet:

Mrs Ramesh – still as trendy as ever! yay she still remembers me, :D
Haolaoshi – He’s married, finally(?) hahaha, he still remembers me too, :D
Cailaoshi – Hahaha, I pretty surprised that she still remembers us, :D I still remember the PSLE drink thingy (vitagen) last time, hahaha.
Amanda – Prettaye girl! *ignores you* hahaha. I still feel that correlation between us, really miss the times we had doing inane things together, (:
Zuoen – Still as crazy and random(!) as ever *sticks tongue out at zuoen* yay she’s fellow Christian now! :D (lol, lets head out to Beijing 101 for the next gathering,)
Suzhen – Scandalous~ Your hubby smsed you then don’t wanna reply my message luh -.- hahaha, well, still as cute and random too, haha. :D (how could you forsake as halfway thru luh, ): )
Atikah – Still as cute! :D I still remember the eccentric stuffs we actually did in primary school, lol. Ooh, 70s disco dancing, fortune telling(!) and so on, lol.
Nabilah – Prettaye girl, *ignores you too* we both were like ‘OMG!’ when we saw each other, lol. My close buddy during primary 1! I think nabilah was the first friend I made in primary school, lol.
SzeQian- yay, she still remembers me! :D If I ain’t wrong, she was my mummy, lol! Didn’t manage to catch up much with you, but we’ve so gotta meet up soon kays? :D (yay a fellow dancer!)
Huishan – OMG, we were friends from primary one too, I think, hahaha. She still remembers me too, :D (yay a fellow dancer!)
Likai – My brother bears a resemblance to holi(kai)! Well, he has become more popular (among the girls, hahaha. FACEBOOK! *inside joke*) He’s a really nice guy, :D (and likai, thanks for believing in me, arun didn’t believe luh. And I really did not scam you guys, as in, seriously. Thanks, (: ) (ooh and he plays the electric guitar too!)
Mengying- SMART ASS! Hahaha, he seemed rather recluse, maybe when we were chatting, he had loads of intellectual thoughts processing thru’ his mind, *gasp*
Kelvin – He changed a lot appearance wise. Mengying said that he took like 5s to recognize kelvin, lol. Bboy, cool stuffs, haha. Well, still as ~~talkative~~ vocal as ever, lol. He wanted to throw waterbombbag at haolaoshi hahahaha.
Arun – He owned me 10bucks and conveniently forget about it, lol. Luckily likai (very nice guy not like you, *sticks tongue out*) gave me that 10bucks, so you own likai 10bucks, :D haha nice guy though, :D
Weekiat – Not much change. Actually, I wasn’t close to him at the first place, lol. He’s still an introvert I guess, D:
Satish – funny guy, lol. :D he was playing with Riasat’s brother, lol? And lol, we know who he hates, hahaha.
Junda – Not much change actually, lol. He had a girlfriend too! Hahaha. (Aww, I always thought that he and suzhen would end up together :X)
Suraj – He’s like very good looking now! :D He changed a lot, like seriously a lot. Speaks in a more decorous way, contrary to his primary school self, the mutinous one who always get pulled out of class, lol. (he went off before we could take a photo, lol)
Riasat – hmm, still as vocal, LOL. Hilarious guy.
Dinghan – omg, dingy had a girlfriend, :X no one believed him at first, lol.
Patty – CUTE! :D
Yingying – YAY, BRACES! :D
Laikuan – still remember me right? :D
Nevin – OMG, I think he didn’t recognize me.
Kelvin Fan – SMART ASS. I think he didn’t recognize me either, lol.

I hope I didn’t miss out anyone else, :X
I was hoping that I could see __, but sadly, he ain’t in Singapore, D:
Hahaha, of course, not in the omg-__-is-freaking-__-i-so-wanna-meet-__-again way, but rather, I don’t know, I just wanna see how much __ has changed and stuffs.
I can’t give my word any of you guys that we’ll stay as BFFs, but I really hope that as time goes by, when we meet each other on the streets, we won’t be averse to flick a smile, wave and ask ‘how’s life my dear friend?’ (cliché tagline, lol).

Not hankering for perpetual friendship, but I pray that at least, we won’t deny this camaraderie.

holi(spirit)kai, :D

i so had to take a photo with cause i wanna show my bro the sheer resemblances! :O

amanda, zuoen and i, :D

(amanda's really prettaye right? :D)

teehee, :D

nah, i couldn't take everyone's picture, lol.

i wanted to take a photo each with everyone of them, but sadly, i didn't, lol.

do get the photos from me if you guys want, :D

hope we'll meet up again real soon, together with those who didn't manage to come today, (:

Look at those teeth! I suddenly feel that they're actually alright. :(

OH and simin! you're very prettaye okay, -.-

If you say that you're not prettaye one more time, i'll ignore you, *sticks tongue out*

Prettaye girl! <3

Hate braces.

Hate ulcers.

Hate my fugly self.

Shit.

Have you ever had that sentiment of “having a certain feeling that you’ve longed/hankered for, and then realizing that perchance, it isn’t something that you really covet, and a part of you hope that you’ve never yearn for it”?
If you can’t comprehend what I’ve just jabbered, it’s perfectly fine, cause I don’t fully comprehend either.
Shit my thinking.

photo updates,

2008-10-25T13:52:00.000-07:00

Pictures from:

2L June 08 Class chalet :D
Teachers' Day 08
Dance BBQ 08 :D
3H CO concert dinner treat 08
3H Jap buffet lunch treat 08

2Looneylunatics june 08 class chalet! <3

pretty neos,

yes, i love this class, <3 color="#ff9900">We’ve been through oodles of occurrence,
This camaraderie is not just customary acquaintance.

Sec3 Dancers! :D

sec3 dancers BBQ 08,
haha, we ended up in the function room chatting, playing tabletennis, dancing and dining. (no signs of BBQing cause of the heavy cloudburst)

One of the reasons why I love dance,
Is because I met you guys,
And it is a common thing we share that congregates us.

Some dance concert 08, teehee.

Teachers' Day 08

Glennis, Glenda, Norine and I during teachers' day 08 :D

CO concert 08

3high's dinner treat from mr Zong during CO concert night, :D
THANKYOU(!) mr Zong!

3H lunch treat from mr Zong 08'

Some pictures of da lunch treat from mr Zong - Japanese buffet.
(teehee, i know you envy us for having such a teacher, :D)

a big big THANKYOU to mr Zong! :D
(prettaye girlfriend!)

3highighigh! :D

teehee, i know you love my class too, :D

guess thats all for now, heh.

cheers!

God Bless.

class lunch(!) + some clarification

2008-10-20T09:55:00.000-07:00

I have got to say, not everyone can comprehend this following phrase:

“The above is entirely fabricated. Similitude to any behavioural idiosyncrasy of anyone is merely coincidental.”

Well, I shall be a benign soul and delineate a few terms.

Fabricated:
Transitive verb
1. To make; create.
2. To construct by combining or assembling diverse, typically standardized parts: fabricate small boats.
3. To concoct in order to deceive: fabricated an excuse.

Coincidental:
Adjective
1. Occurring as or resulting from coincidence.
2. Happening or existing at the same time.

So, hello blog readers please don’t presuppose that whatever fallacious statements I have fabricated was a censure or denunciation to you, predominantly when your name is not ‘someone’.
Thank you very much.

3HIGH (!) had a class lunch (Japanese Buffet) today at the Cathy, Mr Zong’s treat, teehee.

It was great fun eating with 3High, especially during the photo-taking-period!
Shaowei, Frederick and Yongzhi were super adorable doing comical stuffs that amuses us all.
Yuhao’s hat and Muxin’s shirt were super cute!
All the 3H girls (excluding me) were all alluring and glamorous! :D

After that we caught a movie – House Bunnies!

This, I insist, is NOT a stupid movie.

Don’t anyone insolently presume that people who watches house bunny covets to be those playboy bunnies, as I have never indicted anyone of wanting to be some recluse or something worse.

In my opinion, if one disparages and vilifies others clandestinely (not), and then explicitly nitpick others for denigrating oneself, its debauched. Particularly when one has vilified an action that one is frequent of doing.
Well, of course, that is purely my own innocuous stance, so my lovely blog readers, you need not be riled over my opinion.

To make it clear, I am certainly not attacking anyone.

I shall upload the pictures some other day.

To précis my feelings towards you:

“Today in the blink of an eye, I’m holding on to something and I do not know why I tried”

“I gotta find a way out, maybe there’s a way out”

“But you and I will never be the same,”

“And I was left to watch the seasons change.”

“Sometimes I wish I could move on, the memories would all just disappear.”

Maybe from the start, it had always been a charade just that I rather play along with this façade.

Reason why?
I don’t know.
Maybe it is the trepidation of rebuff, or maybe it is because I don’t want to get used to being forlorn all the time.

As we drift apart, I felt mislaid.
Like a solitary nomad,
Braving alone through his walks of life
Like a bereaved vagrant,
Struggling with his tacit cries
Like a student,
Calculating his way to pi
Like a computer,
Losing its hard drive
Like this poem,
That doesn’t even rhyme.

God Bless.

Cheers!

EOEOYS!

2008-10-19T07:18:00.000-07:00

It’s the end of eoys! *screams*

No more gawping into empty spaces or nomadic in my mind, and then begrudging myself at 4 in the morning for not swotting in the afternoon.

I’m getting bored typing this.

I shall recapitulate the events and sentiments I have been through these days,

EOYS
I did shoddily for eoys
Out to celebrate jm’s birthday with 2Lers

The celebration was rather fun, :D

We premeditated to surprise jm with a chocolate cake at his house, as we pictured him and his flummoxed expression. Well, we bungled. We had a gruelling time concealing the cake from his glimpse, from subway, all the way to the lift, and then to his house.

(lol, initially shuyinn and I wanted to get the cute mickey/minni mouse cake for jm, but we decided on the chocolate cake in the end.)

Back in his house, xiaoxu and I inched our way into the kitchen with the cake. (It was so gauche with jm’s mum over at the kitchen throwing glances at us (in a nice way of course).)

Conversation after the sing-the-birthday-song-while-the-birthday-boy-gazes-in- discomfiture-then-followed-by-the-wishing-upon-the-non-existant-candle-and-norm-cake-cutting-routine process:

(Can’t recall what was going on initially)

Yijin: Farrah, Bukit Timah hill is the highest hill in Asia.
Me: OMG, REALLY?
Yijin: Yaaaaaa
Me: My foot luh, look at your scamming face, you are lying right?
Weichen: No, really, it is the highest.
Yijin: Yah, how can you not believe me?
Me: Really meh? (asks glen and yinn)
Glennis/Shuyinn: Yah, it’s the highest point in Asia, you don’t know ar?
Me: ZOMG! Are you serious? That’s so cool! I never knew leh!
Yijin: You lagger. That time go west Malaysia you didn’t see Bukit Timah hill from the tower meh?
Me: Got meh? I didn’t see leh!
Me: OMG, we should totally climb Bukit Timah hill someday as a class!
Weichen/Yijin: Yah, at the peak you can see the twin tower.
Me: OMG, coolness! We should so climb that someday!
Me: *ponders*
Me: EHHHHH. But Bukit Timah hill is higher than Genting Highlands meh? I mean, Genting Highlands is really high!
Yijin: Yah, its taller what. -.-
Me: Really meh?
Weichen: YAH. -.-
Me: OMG! THAT’S. SO. COOL.
Me: But I thought Genting Highlands is a mountain, isn’t it higher than the hill?
Yijin: It is not lah, it’s a highland.
Me: Different from mountain meh?
Yijin: Yah -.- that is why it’s called a highland.
Me: Ohhh. That’s so cool!

Weichen: Farrah I ask you ar, where is your north, south, east, and west if north is this direction?
Me: North, south, east and west lo. *points at right direction* Hahaha, the Hi-five song is useful. :D
Weichen: Then where is nan2?
Me: Errr, dong1, nan2, xi1, bei3. *points at wrong direction*
Weichen: Noooo it’s not, its dong1, nan2, xi1, bei3. *points at wrong direction*
Me: Really ar? I never knew that leh.
Felix: No, it’s dong1, nan2, xi1, bei3. *points at some direction*
Weichen: Its dong1, nan2, xi1, bei3. *points at wrong direction*
Me: You guys are trying to scam me right? -.-
Felix: No, really, its dong1, nan2, xi1, bei3. *points at right direction*
Me: I don’t believe you lo.
Felix: Don’t believe then don’t believe lo. *continues to play psp*
Weichen: Really lah, its dong1, nan2, xi1, bei3. *points at wrong direction*
Shuyinn: I wonder how you get your gpa one,
Yijin: Yah lor, how you get your 3.7 one ar?
Weichen/Felix: Aiyah, she surely go and bride the teachers’ one.
Me: No lor!
Glennis: Yah lor, don’t know how she get one.
Me: Glennnnnnissss, you should help me one lo!
Glennis: *laughs* *continues with my handphone game*
Me: So where is dong1, nan2, xi1, bei3?
Felix: Its dong1, nan2, xi1, bei3. *points at right direction*
Me: Ohhh.
Glennis: Aiyah, I teach you how to differentiate. Nan2 is nan2 fei1, South Africa..
Shuyinn: Hahaha yah, where Glennis live.
Glennis: *stares*
Me/Shuyinn: *laughs*
Glennis: Okay lor, I don’t help you already. *back to game*
Me: Glenglennnnnn, sorryyyyy lahhhhh. Tell me leh, :(
Glennis: Don’t want.

Weichen: Where is Russia?
Me: Err, that big patch of land, very cold at winter.
Weichen: No lor, its near the equate leh, how can it be cold?
Me: Huh, then where is it?
Weichen: ASIA LAH!
Me: Oh, I knew that lor, but it’s such a western country.
Weichen: Yah but it’s in Asia.
Shuyinn: Where is India?
Me: Errrrrrrr, I know this one! I remember seeing it at the bottom of a continent.
Weichen: Antarctica?
Me: NOOO. Its err, err, bottom of some continent that is.
Shuyinn: Okay lah, it’s the bottom of Asia.
Me: Oh I see.
Yijin: Is Greenland colder or Iceland?
Me: GREENLAND! HA I KNOW THIS ONE!
Yijin: No lor, its Iceland. -.-
Me: No lor, you don’t try to scam me, I know its Greenland.
Weichen: What is Greenland mainly made up of?
Me: Greenstuffs? Hahaha.
Weichen: ICE!
Me: I know luh, -.-
Felix: Then where is ______(forgot what he said)?
Me: Errr, I don’t know.
Felix: You look at the name, ____,
Me: Huh, still don’t know.
Felix/Weichen/Shuyinn: _____(forgot what they said)
Weichen: SEE, history is useless.
Me: EH WHAT
Yijin: Yah, history is useless.
Weichen/Shuyinn/Glennis/Dione/Cheryl/Me: *laughs*

Yeah, that’s all I could evoke.
GOSH, I am imperceptive aren’t I?

(Anyways, now I know that Bukit Timah hill is only 164m and Genting Highlands is 1700m. I also know where dong1, nan2, xi1, bei3 is, haha.)

After a while, we decided to catch a movie.

We had fun heading our way down jm’s apartment.

The girls and guys were in different lifts.

*lift stops at 14th floor* *doors opens*
Us: eh?
*lift stops at 13th floor* *doors opens*
Us: errr?
*lift stops at 12th floor* *doors opens*
Us: OMG.
*lift stops at 11th floor* *doors opens*
Us: OMG very creepy
*lift stops at 10th floor* *doors opens*
Us: It’s the guys lah! *runs out the lift, took the stairs and starts to press the lift for every level*

(We were darting down the stairs, 2 steps down each foot, while laughing like billy-o, childish yes.)

Till we reached the ground level and saw the guys.

Jiahao, Felix and Yuejun bid farewell first. We stood outside the theatre, mooching around while we stoned. Then we decided on CONNECTED!
The movie was really nice! I was laughing (loudly) at redundant times, lol.

LOVE 2Lers! :D

Okay, now back to some other stuffs.

To someone:

1. You don’t go telling me what to do, I do as I deem fit.
2. You are in no position to command me or whatever.
3. You never did ask me to not say anything you told me to anyone.
4. I have my rights, I can tell people what I want to say.
5. If you don’t want anyone to know, don’t frigging tell me in the first place.
6. It seemed like I was one of the ones that actually frigging cared for you. Yes, cared with a D. Cause now, I don’t frigging care about you, it doesn’t pay to be nice, so go away; I don’t to have anything to do with you. Since you are so rude and unappreciative, then I guess you don’t need my friendship.
7. I don’t think I was in the wrong, cause whatever I say was perfectly harmless.
8. And I feel that my friend ___ had the rights to know.
9. I am not a double-crosser, I have never agreed to be in alliance with you, and I was just being nice.
10. Maybe I was a little harsh, but think of what you have did.
11. No, I don’t need a friend like you if you don’t need a friend like me.
12. Can you stop being so opinionated?
13. Please, don’t be so duplicitous can you? “Oh heys, I am telling on all of you!” “I DON’T GO TO TEACHERS’ EASILY OKAY”

(The speeches are fictitious.)

I hate you now.

To that other someone:

1. I know perfectly well what a student pass is.
2. I don’t need you to tell me that or lecture me off, saying that I was dumb.
3. I was just passing on a message, so don’t you criticize me.
4. Not everyone take public transport.
5. It is not guaranteed that everyone will bring their student pass around.
6. And let me repeat again, I WAS JUST PASSING ON A MESSAGE, STOP SAYING THAT ITS DUMB.
7. Maybe I was a little harsh, but please, don’t scold me dumb for needless reasons, or being I was just doing someone else a favour, passing on a message that you think is dumb.

(The above is entirely fabricated. Similitude to any behavioural idiosyncrasy of anyone is merely coincidental.)

God bless.

Cheers!

(p.s. eoys sucked.)
(p.s.s. this is boring)
(p.s.s.s. being bored is so overrated)
(p.s.s.s.s. I think I am gonna get braces soon :O)
(p.s.s.s.s.s. shopping with es tomorrow, <3)

quiz

2008-10-18T08:26:00.000-07:00

1.The person who tag you is.
Weichen(the air-con) and (ask)Cheryl(.com)! :D

2.Your relationship with her/him is
Weichen: sec2 classmate, ex-tablemate, air-con-and-remote-controller, :D
Cheryl: sec 2 classmate, jungle tribe-r, fellow dancer, fellow biomed mate, :D

3.Your five impressions of her/him.
Weichen: Big head (literally)(teehee, sorry!), lame, cold, likes to sing, and did I mention lame?
Cheryl: A PRETTAYE(!), flexible, glamorous intellectual who is adorable! :D

4.The most memorable thing she/he has done for you.
Weichen: Telling me that bukit timah hill is the highest hill in Asia, lol. -.-
Cheryl: Helped me carry my steamboat cooker during dance camp, lol.

5.The most memorable thing she/he said to you.
Weichen: “Chem no kick.”
Cheryl: “Tell us if you want to hit her, we’ll help you.” (jokingly of course, lol)

6.If she/he is your lover, you will.
Weichen: LAUGH.
Cheryl: teehee, change into a guy or something, lol.

7.If she/he is your lover. The thing he/she has to improve on will be.
Weichen: *laughs*
Cheryl: Stop being so prettaye(!) hahaha.

8.If she/he becomes your enemy, you will.
Be really sad, :(

9.If she/he becomes your enemy, the reason will be.
Weichen: Saying “Chem no kick” too many times, lol.
Cheryl: Bring too prettaye! Haha.

10.The most desired thing to do for her/him now is.
Complete this quiz, lol.

11.Your overall impression of her/him.
Weichen: Mr. “Chem no kick”
Cheryl: prettaye!

12.How you think people around you will feel about you.
Some skinny unglamorous lamer.

13.The characters you love about yourself.
lol, none.

14.On the contrary, the character you hate yourself are.
Apparently there are just too many to be enumerated.

15.The most ideal person you wanna be is.
Mrs. Joe Jonas, teehee. :D

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them.
I LOVE YOU ALL TOO! <3>17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you pass to people that have blogs only. It's according to register number,lol, no preference whatsoever.

1. Cheryl
2. Estee
3. Dione
4. Chingyee
5. Xiaoxu
6. Weichen
7. Yijin
8. Weihao
9. Claudia
10. Jolene

18.Who is no.6 having relationship with?
(Weichen) himself? lol.

19. Is no.9 a male or female?
(Claudia) FEMALE! :D

20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
(Yijin and Jolene) LOL.

22. What is no.2 studying?
(Estee) the same subjects as me :D

23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
(Dione) yesterday during jm’s birthday celebration thingy, lol.

24. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
(Weihao) don’t know, lol.

25. Does no.1 have any siblings?
(Cheryl) yups! 3 younger prettaye sisters!

26. Will you woo no.3?
(Dione) sadly my ic states that I am a female, lol.

27. How about no.7?
(Yijin) LAUGHS.

28. Is no.4 single?
(Chingyee) yups! (hey guys, she is single and prettaye)

29. What is the surname of no.5?
(Xiaoxu) Zhang :D

30. What's the hobby of no.10?
(Jolene) Camwhoring? lol. (In the non-twit way of course)

31.Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
(Xiaoxu and Claudia) I ain’t sure if they know each other, lol.

32. Where is no.2 studying at?
2L/3H. :D

33. Talk something casually about no.1?
I have mentioned it like from the previous few questions, lol.

34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
(Weihao) LAUGHS.

35. Where does no.9 live at?
(Claudia) Actually, I don’t know, sorry claudddy.

36. What colour does no.4 like ?
(Chingyee) hmm, blue? (right ching? lol.)

37. Are no.5 and 1 best friend?
(Cheryl and Xiaoxu) yups!

38. Does no.1 have any pets?
(Cheryl) nopes.

39. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
(Yijin) yeahhhhhhhhhh (my foot) (teehee!)

40. What is no. 10 doing now?
(Jolene) breathing?

Finally (!), I have completed this long quiz.
Okay, I earnestly think that it was meaningless and I have just dissipated 10minutes of my life.
So, to the people I have tagged, you can don’t do the quiz if you don’t want to, I comprehend perfectly, lol.

replies to tags

2008-08-31T10:27:00.000-07:00

I'll find time to update again when I get the photos from teachers' day celebration 08 and co concert.

God Bless.
Cheers.

Replies to recent tags,

Norine: Heys norine, I was not. But thanks a lot though, (: and haha, she’ll be really happy to hear that. (: you pretty lil girl!

Tsesin: heys PMA! hahaha I am finally glamourous. (: thanks pma! your rock!

Laetita: haha, there will be more pictures with you!

Cheryl: thanks a lot dearie, ((: loves ya, <3

Lilo: heys jumba, hahaha, (:

Tsesin: yups, love kiddy channels, they keep me happy, (:

Dione: thanks loads dearie, loves ya <3

Taylin: heys thanks, you rock too, (:

Weihao: haha, thanks.

Claudia: heys prettaye babe, I miss ya too. ):

Laetitia: thanks for the longest tag I have ever received laelae, thanks a lot, really, (: <3

Yinjuin: haha yups, ((:

opps! my tag replies!

2008-08-23T12:57:00.000-07:00

SHUCKS.

I just realized that my long tag replies are not in the previous post.

*screams*

Sorry guys, but thanks loads for tagging! (:

AND I UPDATED! hahaha. :D

I would wanna wish that my tag replies are back in place, buttttt

COSMO IS BUSY EATING! *teehee*

God Bless.

Cheers.

finally, updates.

2008-08-23T06:53:00.000-07:00

Rejoice people, I am FINALLY updating, *phew*.
(I was about to pronounce my blog dead.)

(anyways, pictures are at the bottom, lol.)

Anyways, the common test week is soon over, but the abhorrent end-of-years is slinking its way in, inch by inch.
I have got a feeling that I will get abysmal grades, but I don’t seem to care, great.

If you are a cutthroat and competitive person, please, stop swanking in front of me.
Just keep your mouth shut, thank you very much.
I was just wondering if you even have social consciousness.
When you sensed that someone is already doleful, you still had the impudence and impertinence to brag in front of that person so blatantly.
Please, do ruminate on your actions.

It has been relatively ‘enthralling’ in class these days, great.
I think I am an inept chairperson, a failure indeed. *claps claps*
Whatever I try to do, it will be futile, how astute.
At times where I am on the threshold of giving up, it’s you guys who keep me going on, so I will keep on trying.

Well, Teachers’ Day Celebrations are nearing and I am so apprehensive!
I really hope the dance will turn out to be marvelous, and I know that is what every single sec3 dancers have in mind too. (:
Dance practices with the dancers really did built up the bond, <3
(I started the smacking-the-butt thing, and now all the sec3 girl dancers are having fun smacking each other butts (?))
Oh, and internal scandals have been revealed during the dance practices! :X

Ha, I can still remember during last Tuesday’s practice:
Me: Wanglao!
Wanglao: *turns around* Yah?
Someone: Wanglaoshi!
Wanglao: Give me a moment, *turns and talks to that person*
Simin and Jaslynn: OHMYGAWD FARRAH! YOU JUST CALLED HIM WANGLAO!
Me: huh? *thinks* OH YAH, SHIT.
Wanglao: *finishes his conversation* yah? What did you just called me? (loudly)
Dancers: *turns head to look at us*
Me: OPPS! SORRY!
Wanglao: Wanglao?! (joking manner) *laughs* It’s okay, yah?
Me: Oh (starts to blabber on)

Wanglao is heading overseas soon, and we’ll miss him loads. ):

LOVE. DANCERS.

Went to JELIB with STae, Cher, Ching and Chen in the morn, and we ended up taking photos with my laptop, hardcore CID muggers undeniably.

Oh and not to forget, INKBALL!
Read STae’s blog for more, I am too indolent to continue, lol.

Was supposed to meet my parents at commonwealth mrt station at 4.10pm, but I ended up reaching at around 4.50pm.
We went to pay our respects to my granddad after that.

An insightful conversation went on between my uncle and my lil 4-yrs-old cousin,
Lervale: How come yeye cannot talk?
Uncle: *everyone burst out laughing* If yeye can talk we’ll all run away already.
Lervale: Then how come you all give yeye beer? (those décor stuffs)
Mum: Cause yeye liked to drink beer.
Lervale: Hoe come yeye got no biscuit?
*laughs again*

I had been feeling rather despondent nowadays.
Well, just had been doing a lot of thinking lately.

I have come to realized how brittle and vulnerable life can be.
I mean, what if I was to pass away right now? Will I be forgotten? Will this blog post be read? Will I rise up to heaven? Will you all cry for me? Will you all miss me? Will some people be delighted? Will you all still remember me when years pass by? Will my name be marked in history?
These questions filled my mind.
Am I asinine?
Guess so.
I am a pathetic loser.
I miss dance, especially last year, where loads of events were going on.
I suck, big time.
Thanks to twinnie jas, yinjuin, weihao (somehow, lol) and MR for encouraging me and cheering me up, the talks were rather heartening.
I don’t like you anymore.
No, I am not living in self-denial; I WAS living in self-delusion.
To think that you like me too, ha, I must be harebrained.
The things that you do, they hurt me, terribly.
Lifting me up then plunging me down, you’re great at it aren’t you?
Don’t hurt my feelings.
Please, either don’t be too nice to me, or just state it clear.
Or not, go away.
(Your oh-so-great-way of cheering someone up is judicious, congrats.)

Read something rather poignant on Laetitia’s blog:

"I would not say this is love, just a period of time he and I spent together. It was the sweetest feeling I had ever experienced in my life. We started off as acquaintances. He was my senior in my CCA and was like a big brother to me. When S.Y.F. was drawing near, he would help me in the areas I had difficulty in. After getting to know him better, I find myself invariably drawn towards him as he had never failed to make me laugh with his acute sense of humour.

On one occasion, we met for CCA as usual and I was sitting on a bench doing my homework. Suddenly I heard a familiar voice saying, “I didn’t know somebody is so hardworking!” I turned around smiling as I knew it was him, just to find that our faces were inches apart. I did not know why but my face turned red instantly. As he sat next to me, there was a fluttering feeling in my heart. At that point of time, I started to feel something for him. However, I dismissed my feelings telling myself not to think too much and just regard him as my brother.

In the days leading to SYF, we spent a lot of quality time together. Before we knew it, the big day finally arrived - SYF Central Judging. On that day, he brought me a packet of sweets in an attempt to defuse the anxiety I was experiencing before my performance. Unknowingly, I blushed again when I thanked him. His words of encouragement warmed my heart and dispelled any anxiety that I was experiencing.When the performance ended, I was so happy that I burst into tears. As he was just beside me, I hugged him by reflex. After realizing what I had done, I tried to break free but he was unwilling to let go. At that moment, I confirmed my feelings for him as I had a sense of security in his arms.

How I wished time would stand still for us; that I would lie in his arms forever. The quality time we spent together afterwards was so surreal - like a dream that I hope I would never wake up from. It was the best moment in my life.

However, my world collapsed when he graduated from RV and decided to further his studies abroad. Sometimes I could not understand why he had to leave when he knew how much he meant to me. It is perhaps destined. I am not sure whether it is love but one thing is for sure, our hearts were connected.Nevertheless, I have never regretted liking him and he shall continue to occupy a place in my heart. After all, we still have a long way ahead of us. For the time being, we should both concentrate on our studies and leave everything to fate. "

I started to cogitate and have come to realized, I doubt I will ever experience anything like this in the years to come.
'Why?' you say?
Simple.
Cause I suck, no one will ever like me.
Period.

Anyways, I shall end off with an insightful quote from COSMO!
Wanda: 2 wrongs don’t make a right
Cosmo: but 3 rights make a left!

God Bless.

Cheers.

Replies to tags (shucks a long one to go):

Jolene: I am not, -.- lol. Miss ya girl! <3>

MORE PHOTOS.

my granny, brothers and i experimenting the computer capture utility fuctions, lol. <3>

yay dance practices! :D

CleQaffs, hoorays! :D

ANIMAL FARM WITH 2Lers! :D

i think, maybe its best to let go.

GET OUT, right now, its the end of you and me.

I can't wait for you to be gone..

I SUCK.

replies to tags,

2008-07-02T12:08:00.001-07:00

This is my 3rd post for the day, and I am still stuck with my homework. Its 3.08am now, I am sipping my coffee, while struggling to stay awake.

I feel like going to coffee bean now, like in Genting Highlands.

Bring me to coffee beans,

Thanks Cheryl, Dione, Chingyee and Junming for helping me with the ‘transportation’ of the class tee. (:

Thanks Cher, Di and Ching for helping me out these days, (:

Own you guys an ice cream treat! :D

Oh, and we seem like gluttons these days, kept heading out for food hunts, hahaha. <3

Thanks qwewei for lending me the knee guard and accompanying me during step, (:

I love fishfood gang, LOL.

Claudia, Jolene. (front row)
Brenda, Me. (second row)
Ziqi, Glennis. (third row)
Shirleen, Valeria. (Last row)

LOL, hilarious gang, especially with federick and muxin beside us, every lesson is side-splitting.

AND, fishfood gang, collaborate with meeeee, not ziqi! :P
Hahaha, Ziqi I am so gonna win the bet! :D
Ciao!

God Bless.
Cheers!

Replies to tags:

To all: I am so sorry for not updating these days, but I was and still am really very busy. Since I slept at 11.30pm (YES, ITS 11.30pm, shocked? I was euphoric that I could finally sleep so early! :D) yesterday, I shall not sleep today and do my homework. Well, cause i have not start on it yet, had been sleeping the whole night, cause we had self dance pract.
And the dance pract was really enjoyable and amusing! :D
<3 dancers!

Cheryl: Hello dearie! Hahaha, I love you loving my cooker! Hahaha. I am eating cheese now, LOL. :D Love you too!

Jaslynn: Hello twinnie! LOL, thanks. And, well, we gotta talk again someday yah? So sorry, I had been really busy these days, not much time to accompany you. ): <3 tkcare my dear,

Chelsia: Hahaha, of course not, (:

Dione: Hello dearie! Hahaha, thanks, I am okay, :D Yeps! <3 the chalet! Ohmy, lol, I don’t think its the veggie bah, get well soon! (: <3 Yeps, DISNEY CHANNEL ROCKS! :D

Weilin: yo senior! LOL, really? Cool and thanks! I am a blog reader of yours too! Hahaha. Updated, (:

Jaslynn (again): Hello dearie. :D Hahahaha, you’re welcome, (: love you too! Hahaha, she went back already, lol. :D

Chelsia (again): Hello, (: Hahaha, sure, I’ll try my best to go back to NTPS. :D

Simin: Hello dearie! :D LOL! Isn’t mine worse? Hahaham performance over le, D: Hahaha, thanks. And jiayous for teachers’ day dance! Love you too! (:

Taylin: yo taylin! You and you chicken little.... HAHAHA. Miss your singing! lol.

Satish: yo dude, sure, (:

Farrah: LAMER.

Farrah (again): Stop tagging on my tag board farrah, (Marilynn says so)

Dione (again): Hello dearie again! LOL, okay, maybe I am living in a world of self-denial, hahahaha. :D Yeps, I scream for ice cream! :D Love you! :D

Claudia: yo Claudia! Hahahaha, yeps! :D Love sitting with fishfood gang, lol, entertainment all day. Hahaha, :P

Minni: heys minni! :D Hahaha, long time no chat! Miss you all! Yeps! (: Relinked! :D

Brenda: yo new tablemate! LOL! Collaborate with me! Hahaha.

Dione (once again): HAHAHA, hello darling! Hahaha, thanks dearie, (: LOL, what what what? Are you trying to imply that I am short? Hahaha. <3 you! Yeps, you rock, I paper, 2L scissors! :D Thanks a lot for helping me with loads of things these days! <3

Yijin: WHAT! You went to spread it, -.- And it isn’t true! Hahaha. I am NOT scandalous, lol.

Norine: yo norine! Hahaha, THANKS A LOT! Really! I thought no one will appreciate my efforts for the class tee, LOL.

Ziqi: yo ZEEKI! Hahahaha, nooooooooooooo. LOL, now everyone is collaborating with you, D: Hahaha, eps! Fishfood gang rules! :D Updated! (:

Chelsia (once again, lol): YO! Hahaha, miss you too dearie, (:

Cheryl: yo cher. HAHAHA. Updated love! Thanks a lot for helping me with loads of things these days babe! :D Love you!

2L class chalet 2008,

2008-07-02T10:34:00.000-07:00

(Wrote this quite a few days ago, didn’t had the time to complete what I planned to write. Since I am not in the frame of mind to do anything a propos to my schoolwork, I shall put the last touches to the fragmentary post.)

I had lost touch with the world during the past few weeks, but finally, I am back on track.

Connection is what I need baby.

Farrah is a rather flummoxed forlorn soul who was adrift for the past few weeks, and she is still at loose end.

Sitting on the time travel bike and do a volte face:

2L Class Chalet! <3>
I.LOVE. 2LOONEYLUNATICS.

After dance practice on the 18th of June, Cheryl, Xiaoxu and Dione went off first to meet the rest of the 2Lers.
Later, Chingyee, Junming, Simin and I went to Vivo City to lunch at Yoshinoya.
After lunching, Junming, Chingyee and I went straight to Pasir Ris to meet the 2Lers while we parted off with Simin on the MRT station.
During the prolonged train ride, we delved out quite a few bits of scandalous stuffs.

The pathway to the chalet was fairly derelict, but we had fun walking together.
Upon reaching the lodge, the girls head up to the room for card games while the guys are downstairs playing their psp.
Yeah, we were slightly bored rigid at first, but the 2L bond eventually built up and made the whole chalet a blast! :D

Chingyee, Brian, Felix, Jiahao and I went to downtown east’s food stores to get snacks for the others to devour.

Ching and I bought WAFFLES! :D
Check Cher’s blog for the picture!

Ching insisted on ringing the bell though we have already ordered our waffles, -.-

Later, we head back to the chalet for more pleasure and entertainment.
Back there, we were playing mah-jong, card games, psp, doing homework (!), chatting, while Cher and Di were watching tv. -.-

The way moon arranges his tiles, LOL.

Hahaha, I created this lame card game, but we actually had the vivacity and jollity while playing that game!

We then head to Subway to dine after Estee, Hanni, Shuyinn, Yijin and Junhao came.

Subway was in a pandemonium when we were there pushing the tables together for a total of 18/19 people (I suppose).

Some of the guys left for burger king as there were not enough bread for them.

Thinking that it is alright for us to bring in the Burger King meals (as the table in front of us had big bags of Burger King Food), the guys came in with their meals gleefully.
Unforeseen, the waiter asked the guys to leave, so they left for somewhere else to dine.

Well, when they came back, they tried to cover up the Burger King cup with the Subway cups.
Felix even wrote ‘RULES’ right below the word ‘Burger King’ from the serviette, and put it right above the Subway’s one, LOL.

And we also didn’t have what did Shuyinn and Ching did to cause the picture frame to turn out this was hanging.

After dinner, we all head to the new shopping precinct for more entertainment.
Due to the fact that some of us were wearing house tee, we decided on the way we are going to answer weird questions from the shopkeepers.

SK: No full school uniform.
Us: This is not my school uniform, ‘li hua’ is my class name ‘2Lihua’, then the name of our favourite animals name *points to the back* (Centaur, lol) are right behind our back,
SK: Sorry, but no full school uniform.
Us: We are not wearing our school shoe, school skirt nor pe shorts, so this ain’t considered as full school uniform right? Its a one-quart uniform.
SK: Errr, yeah.

Upon arriving, we played the basketball game, and then we headed off to play random games.

YES, I recorded the way they played the hyper bishi-bashi game, and it was hilarious!

There were loads of screams and shrieks here and there, which made the whole atmosphere very gratifying.

After a few rounds of racing, we head off to the ddr machine.

One word to describe the ddr game: LOL!

Yes, LOL is the perfect word/ acronym/ ellipsis!

Glennis and I were recording the times when all of us were taking turns to play DDR, hahaha.

I think the most hilarious one is JIAHAO!
Followed by the game played by WEICHEN and YUEJUN!
That 8 seconds game was side-splitting, lol.

Everyone gaily took their turns to play DDR, except someone, DIONE CHEW RIGHT?
HAHAHA.

Well, I thought, at that point of time, other than the hysterical and hysterical ambience, it was very heart-warming, (:
I.LOVE.2L2007. (:

After the DDR game, we proceeded to PARA PARA!

Yijin was hilarious! LOL.
The imitations were funny, hahaha.
Junming, Yijin, Chingyee and Brian attempted that game, lol.

YES YES YES, after PARA PARA, eighteen of us squeezed into the neoprint booth to take neoprints (duh, lol)!
I love the one where everyone does the F*** (minor) pose, LOL.

The neoprints are very pretty! :D

AND lol, jiahao’s face is very comical!

After that, the guys went to try the come-and-catch-a-toy-game-but-seriously-we-are-just-trying-to-scam-your-money-cause-you'll-take-a-long-time-to-catch-it-cause-its-a-total-scam game, while I was taking photo with this cute pooh! :D

We then headed back for more mah-jong, psp and card games till the break of dawn, (lol, the ferocious dog was asleep already,)

We headed to the nearby beach to watch the sunrise, but com club and dancers (jm, ching & i) had to leave first cause we need to reach the school earlier for practice. D:

On our way to school, we were dozing off in the bus, in the train rides, in MacDonald and so on, hahahaha. (:

I went for dance practice for a while, and then wanglao allowed me to go for STEP camp. So yes, I missed the chance to stay longer for the class chalet due to STEP. However, STEP was fun too, (:

Shall blog about STEP and more stuffs soon,

Hello my dear friend, you’re not the same again.
You're a total stranger to me now,
We miss the old you,
Perchance we need to embrace changes,
There was a streak of disappointement in me,
I felt rather hot in the cheeks too,
No, it wasn’t embarrassment,
Antagonism?
Resentment?
Tentative.

Shall upload more photos soon, there seem to be a problem uploading the photos now. D:
Ciao!

God Bless.

Cheers!

CHEESE!

2008-06-13T11:33:00.000-07:00

I found this on Deviant Art,

(This is my second post of the day,)

Do check out
bunnypistol69's
and
vampiredoll's
art works, its really adorable.

And yes, the following pictures did enliven my poor unhinged soul,
Enjoy, (:

Yes I do like cheese,

But it’s not the customary cheese you see in your everyday supermarket trips,

Rather it’s CHEEEEEEESE from

Foster’s Home for Imaginary Friends!

I like chocolate milk. Do you like chocolate milk?

Yes, I dare to proclaim, I love to watch Foster’s Home for Imaginary Friends!
The graphics are all so adorable and appealing, and occasionally it’s slightly hilarious.

Since there is a picture of Cheese, let’s take a look at Bloo! :D

Yes, I LOVE BLOO! :D

Ciao!

God Bless.

Cheers!

Replies to tags:

Jaslynn: yo twinnie, (: hahaha, yeps! :D Thanks dearie! <3

Chelsia: Hello Chelsia, (: Oh, you didn't leave your url, so i can't link you dearie, (: Leave it on the next time you tag then i'll link you. Of course i didn't forget bout you, (:

Cheryl: Hahaha, yeps! :D And LOL to your conversation on msn! Thanks dearie! <3

dance camp 08'

2008-06-10T13:07:00.000-07:00

Dance Camp 2008

This year’s dance camp was kind of humdrum and dreary, but still we did had quite a lot of enjoyment, merriment and laughter (oh, and gossips too,).

As the whole sec3 level is the planning committee, we spent most of our time scuttling here and there, fretting out due to trifling things such as hotdogs and crabsticks. I had loads of fun though, (:

First day

Daddy drove me to school as I had to carry three cumbersome heavy bags of steamboat and camp equipments/materials.

Upon the arrival of the sec3 dancers, we had a succinct briefing of the whole procedure later on and head down to the ‘haunted mansion’ area for our allocation.

At that point of time in the ‘haunted mansion’ we were kind of afraid as there was this baleful, uncanny and sinister atmosphere over there (embellishment).
After Xiaoxu allocated the areas for us, we swiftly head up to the dance studio and started the dance camp.

Well, I suppose it went on quite smoothly as my group had quite a few fervent people, cool.

国王游戏 was a letdown, the response was totally different from what I got when I played with the 2Lers. );

Cheryl, Elton, Leonard and I (including ching and jm) are in charge of the same station game – dodge sponge.

Well, Elton was probably doing most of the work, and I am contrite.

We helped to pick up the sponges and at times, throw the sponges to the others for fun. (:
The searing and sweltering Sun was trying to cook us all, we were practically melting from the hot Sun. So Cheryl and I took a break and hid under the shelter, leaving Elton there alone, well, Leonard joined him soon after. Yeah, after feeling remorseful, we went to help out too.

Before the steamboat started, we were sitting on the canteen’s chairs to help prepare the food.
And yes, I did not know opening packs and cutting hotdogs and crabstick could be so much fun. Due to the limited amount (one) of knife, we used the ladles to cut the frigid rigid hotdogs and crabstick, while having a natter.

Halfway through, the senior seniors came, and yes we went ‘yay!’

After that those we need to go to prepare for haunted mansion started devouring our food first, well, together with the whole dance society.
To my amazement, the steamboat was quite successful.

Yes, haunted mansion, I am going to use one whole individual paragraph (or more) to talk about it.

As we head down to the haunted mansion, it sent shivers down my spine when they switched off the lights.

Without much preparing time, we started the haunted mansion.
Xiaoxu, Leongyu, Leonard and I were hiding in the room, Jaslynn came and join us after the ‘introduction’ to the groups coming in.

Jaslynn would slam the door and we would all scream on purpose and make loud and daunting noises whenever the groups walk past the room.
Hahaha, Jaslynn was making really cool noises, lol.
Yeah, i was screaming my lungs out till i had a slightly sore thoat.

After that, Leongyu, Leonard and I would head out to our allocated area to start scaring the groups.
At first I was sitting on the table and screaming, trying to grab hold of the people in front of me.
Then, some groups seemed to be undaunted, so I started doing weird things like crawling on the floor and trying to grab hold to their legs, and yes, loads of them were screaming. Ah, I feel reprehensible.

But still what’s a haunted mansion if it’s not frightening right?

After the senior seniors ate their food, they came up to join us I suppose.

Xiaopeng came to the room Xiaoxu, Jaslynn and I was at and we started planning other scary stuffs.
He went to get cloths to cover over the exit signs and that really did made the whole place much frightening and murky.

Then when the groups came in, he sat beside me on the table to scare them, and yeah, I think my sudden screams did stunned him.

I sounded and looked like some madcap lunatic.

Oh, did I mention Xiaoxu and Chingyee had to put on light makeup? Hahahaha.
Halfway through the haunted mansion, senior seniors left because some bigoted and insular person said that they can’t stay in school for the camp.

Well, yeah. After the whole haunted mansion event, we were snacking in the room. (Yeah, and I had scratches on my arms and knees. The pain, inflicted on me could no compared to the pain I felt when you left, hahahahaha, kidding. LOL, estee and my style of acting emotional.)

I had waited for ONE WHOLE YEAR, THREE HUNDRED and SIXTY FOUR DAYS for a moment, where we sec3 juniors can have a chitchat time with the senior seniors (because I was sleeping last year while they had that chit-chat session, grrr. And I had regrets since then.).

But what happened? Like I said, some bigoted and insular person had to spoil our day by refraining to senior seniors from staying over. DAMN. Looks like I have to wait for another year.

So, we ordered MacDonald’s in the night when we were ravenous, isn’t that what night deliveries are for?
Oh, then you expect us to munch on biscuits while you were having a satisfying repast just now?

Wow, you expect us to believe you when we actually saw you wolfing down heaps of food from different tables, marvelous job dudette.

Second day

The senior seniors came back on the second day, great! Well, they went all the way to Sentosa to spend the night yesterday.

We started by playing Elope.

Captain’s ball was fun!

We sec3s played against the senior seniors and even though they were outnumbered, they over powered us.

Yeah, we were all sharing (vying over? lol) a bottle of green tea (not those 330ml bottle but it’s those 1.5L bottle), haha.

Can Junhao grow shorter?
His height was one of the impediments that were preventing us from scoring, hahaha.

I was wearing the shoe I bought from Wanleng when I was playing captain’s ball, and yeah, after the game I had blisters, ah.

After the game, Cheryl, Dione and I went to run as the weather looked better and cooler, after one round, the sky cleared and the blistering Sun continued cooking us, (with UV rays also) we stopped running.

Well, it was also partially due to me-not-wearing-my-shoe-because-of-the-hurting-blisters-but-the-track-was-scorching-my-feet, so we stopped. (Yes, i was running with my socks on only,)

After the whole captain’s ball game, we all head back to the dance studio for prize presentation and debrief.

Back at the dance studio, we gave out cookies and cards to our seniors and senior seniors.
Then we gave out the prizes to the groups and yay group 7 – 7up got second, well done!

COOL, its 6am now, and I need to wake up at 9am later in the morning for p6 class gathering. So well, I got to go now, ciao!

God Bless.

Cheers!

Replies to tags:

Chermaine: Cool, :D Yeps, meet up real soon!

Chelsia: Oh hello Chelsia! Of course not, (:

Xintian: Oh Hello girl! We haven't met since the last taekwondo lesson, lol. :D

Estee: LOL! Weihao, Shuyinn and I were playing Viwawa games a few days ago, lol.

Jiarong: Hello! YEAH! :D Hahaha, yeps Ryan Higa! Hahaha. Yeah, Helga F. rocks too, hahaha,

'near-death' experience (hyperbole)

2008-06-04T12:23:00.000-07:00

Hey all,

I went to Glennis’s house to meet up for the Mathematics Statistics Poster thing, well, I almost died on my way there (aggrandizement/hyperbole/whatever,).

After my over-one-hour-ride-on-the-car-bus-mrt-AND-lrt (yes, I had to switch over different transportation vehicles to get to Glen’s house, lol), I stepped into Palm’s Garden with a blithe heart.
As I sashayed my way to Glen’s house, I was greeted by thick pungent smog. I was coughing my lungs out once I breathed in a tad of that gas. So, well, I ended up running frantically to Glen’s house as if the place was on fire (it really did look that way).

Isn’t cool when once the elevator door opens, you will be able to see your living room?
That happens in Glen’s house.

Well, its 3.18am, and I need to meet at boonlay mrt station at 11am tomorrow to bake cookies. :D so, ciao!

God Bless.

Cheers!

Replies to tags:

Weihao: Hahahahahaha. :D I rock in poker~

Haiwei: Oh, hello! LOL! I mean, imagine eating MacDonald meals for one whole week, its already repellent and revolting enough. And for that man, it was a month? Asinine! Hahaha.

Estee: HAHAHA, I don’t know, lol. LOL, ‘youthful’. And yes, it does rock! :D hahaha. Best of luck for your matches!

dance camp discussion

2008-06-03T10:44:00.000-07:00

Isn’t this one of the shoddiest and appalling ‘antediluvian’ moves ever?

Like come on, is this person back from the primeval time?

I suppose it’s against the law (?) if I divulge his email address, but then again, it was his decision (striking up such a one-dimensional chat with me).
Well, okay, his allegedly first name is Alex.

Alex: hey
Alex: r u isabella?
Me: er, no,
Me: i think you've got the wrong email,
Alex: er wait
Alex: may i be fren with u?
Me: er, i dont know who you are,
Alex: er
Alex: just to make fren
Alex: if u dun mind
Me: wow, what an old move,
Me: adding random people, asking if they are someone else who is apparently imaginary,
Me: please go and find your isabella friend,
*I blocked him and left the conversation*

I mean, it’s the 21st century.
People don’t go around adding random email addresses, trying to make friends with them under the whole charade of opps-i-added-the-wrong-email-adress-but-since-i-added-you-why-not-let’s-be-friends.
Okay, perhaps those forlorn souls who are in desperate need of friends might do that, but, come on, step out of your house and make genuine friends already.. Geez,

Anyways, I went to meet up with the secondary three dancers at JE library today to discuss the dance camp stuffs.

Astonishingly, I was early!
I was a lonely soul, till I met up with Zijun and Jialing. We head down to popular cause Zijun was getting a book for herself.
Apparently, the notebook with 180pages is thicker than the one with 200pages.

Anyways, we met Hanni and Shuyinn at Popular! And I was going somewhat fanatical and euphoric cause I saw GAYS~ (which are Hanni and Shuyinn if you haven’t noticed) Well, Shuyinn and I was chatting for a while, then we realized that Zijun and Jialing were waiting for me, so we parted our ways. Oh yes, they were wearing the same shirts, D: Hahahaha. I think us gays got to get a similar tee one day too. Oh, Shuyinn had a haircut! :D

Well, after that, we head off to the library. Zijun was inquisitive and wanted to take a peek at the children’s section a level below, so we went down inquiringly. Zijun said that there was this cheery-children-smell-and-feeling around, haha, interesting.
Oh yeah, ESTEE! Hahaha, I saw msf there playing the computer, in the children’s section, with other little kiddies.

After a visit to the children’s section, we continue our way up to meet up with the guys because the girls will be late. We met Xuanjuin and Yinjuin on our way up, so we went up.

Upon meeting, Leongyu, Leonard and Siqi were not in sight, not startling though, as it was somewhat expected.

A few moments later, Simin, Chingyee, Cheryl, Dione and Jaslynn appeared and we started the discussion. Though, it was not exactly a discussion, it was more of a briefing. As our stomachs were growling, we set the dates for our next meet-up and parted off.

Coincidentally, we (sm, ching, cher, di, jas and i) ate at the same fast food restaurant as the guys. Being gentlemen, they allowed us to have their seats, but it was perhaps only because there were empty seats that fitted the number of guys there.

Noob said that he saw me, and apparently, he did, though I didn’t see him.

Well, finally, there was someone who sat the same train as me – Simin! :D
We chatted for probably around 5minutes as I alighted at Clementi,

Oh I was so absent-minded, diverted and remiss!
I was supposed to alight from the bus at a certain bus stop, but I was so immersed with my phone that I was totally unaware of my surroundings.
I only alighted at some desolate place, which was somewhat near a forest.

First reaction: OHMYGOSH, where the heck am I?
Second reaction: D: *called daddy* Started walking across to take a bus back home.
Third reaction: Shits, this 'forsaken' place is creeping me out. *Started to sms noob*
Fourth reaction: *bus arrived* OMG, YAY!

To add on to my absent-minded and diverted self, I alighted from the bus too early. -.-
So, I had to walk through a really stretched out path back home.

Back at home, I was ravenous again, so I started devouring food.

Daddy drove me to Mt. Ave. for my stomach checkup appointment with the specialist. Oh yes, I’ve just realized that I have spent more than 1000bucks at that place. Every visit costs more than 200 bucks, and I have visited her for around 5 times already.
Estee, I don’t only use expensive water with you during chemistry/biomed lessons, I also have an expensive stomach! Hahahahaha.
Oh, the specialist said that I’ve gained weight! :D
My weight was 38.9 before, now, its 40.4, hahahahaha.

Oh, this reminds me of the MacDonald’s thing Cheryl and Chingyee told Simin and me. That was gross, stomach-churning, and I think it was an injudicious and asinine action.

After reaching home, I watched Shin Chan! He is adorable, comical and entertaining! :D

Its 12:57 now and I am bored rigid.

Oh, I’ve been playing msn games with Weihao these days – rock paper scissors, 7hand poker, tic-a-tac poker, reversi and so on. Yeah, and we are playing 7hand poker now too cause we are seriously bored stiff.

Well, I have to start collating the mathematics stat. poster survey results, while watching videos on YouTube. Yes, support Ryan Higa (aka Nigahiga) and Smosh! :D They are hilarious and their videos are side-splitting, hahahaha.

Okay, I shall go off now, ciao!

God Bless.

Cheers!

Replies to tags:

Chermaine: Yeah, I agree, it really hurts very badly. ); Hmm, I think you can either take Panadol to cure the pain (temporary) or perhaps you can get the Evening Primrose Oil to cure the pain (long-term). Get well soon! (: hahahaha, yep yep! :D

Claudia: Hello emokia! Hahahaha, no you don’t, and lol, dictionary.com! Hahaha, I am not an imba kid, -.- Anyways, I like your cute hairstyle! :D

workshop

2008-06-02T12:14:00.000-07:00

Guess what, I just created an interim blog!
Yeah, I know, ‘so?’
That was random.

Today, certain elements of my ‘philosophy’ (‘thoughts’ would be a better word, but philosophy sounds more unfathomable, lol) were awakened by that inspirational class leader workshop I had today.
Yes, AWAKENED.

Okay, perhaps I have already known the life principals that were being taught, but I have never really applied it in my life that drastically.
I’ve to some extent set a goal for myself, which is to stop enumerating what I am missing, but rather, to cherish what I have now.
Well, yer know, I really revere Mattie Stepanek.

That spoken word,
No matter how subtle it is,
It will still be reckoned.
Those acts,
No matter how feeble they are,
They will still be appreciated.
A person,
No matter how weedy he is,
He will still be esteemed.
(The above hogwash is NOT by Mattie)

Yes, you are right, I am trying to emulate a good poet, but I’ve failed to do so.
Though I am facing this impediment, I will not give up. (Just like dear ole’ Mattie.)

Oh yeah, some information on my group.
Group leader: Alvin
Group’s name: Alvin and the chipmunks
Group’s Logo/Symbol: A flower with 5 petals (representing the 5 other teammates) and a big (cut-out) hole in a centre, to fit Alvin’s head in it. Hahaha. And yes, we really did that.

After the class leader workshop, junming and I head out to JEC to clarify some doubts regarding the class tees. Thanks to his phone, I am able to get a picture of the shits there (Did I mention that my 1 GB memory card is corrupted? And I lost my other 4 memory cards? I need to get a new one by this week, because dance camp is arriving!)
I only reached home at 8pm, which is considerably late, for me.

Its 3.20am, and I need to reach JE Library by 11am tomorrow. -.-

Recap:

CIP with Change 08’ was tremendously fun!

I went adrift on the way to Shaw foundation Symphony stage in the Botanic Gardens.
So, Glennis and Jolene went to pick me up at the Ginger Garden.
It was raining heavily then, I searched for shelter, only to find quite a few boards with information on the Ginger Garden and its plantations.
I actually started reading the notices on the boards, which was actually kind of intriguing and riveting.

Me: Ohmygosh, my parents drive past the Botanic Garden’s main gate for numerous times (partly because I live in the central and goes to the city practically every week) and I didn’t know this is the Botanic Garden until today!
Glennis: Lager.
Glennis: I didn’t know it was this huge.
Me: Yeah, I didn’t know there were people who visit gardens.
Correction: I didn’t know there were quite a number of people who visits the Botanic gardens in the noon.

Since it was practically raining the whole afternoon, the 3H girls and I went to the Orchid Garden’s entrance hall for shelter. The rain was kind of erratic, so we were wedged in that entrance hall for a drawn out period of time. As we were bored rigid, we started playing truth or dare. Loads were spoken, but all will be kept shut. Hahaha. I don’t know why, but I seem to divulge my own secrets easily, but others’ secrets will be safe with me.
Is that a sign of self infidelity?
I don’t know.
But it was still pleasurable and entertaining!

I got to wake up really early tomorrow, so nights! (Or rather, morning?)
Ciao!

God Bless.

Cheers!

Replies to tags:

Weichen: GRRR evil dude, lol. But, I got to agree, what you said is true. :D

Yuejun: GRRR, hahaha. I am assured that you won’t say it out cause I know something else too, hahahaha.

Chelsia: Hello Chelsia! (: Hahaha, hope to meet up with you guys soon!

Norine: Hello Norine! Hahaha, it’s alright, we understand. (: LOL! No he wouldn’t! Haha.

Claudia: Hello emokia! Hahahaha, yep it was fun! But it was more ‘favorable’ to you guys, rather than to me. LOL. :D

Yijin: Indolent evil pig~

Estee: yo es! Hahaha, you’re welcome. (:

Jolene&Glenda: Hey Jolene and Glenda! LOL! Hahahahaha.

TAGGED!

2008-05-30T01:37:00.000-07:00

Instructions:
Remove one question from above and add in your personal question.
Make a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people.
List them out at the end of the post.
Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged.
Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all :D

1. What’s your ambition?
-- To be able to sort out what my ambition is.

2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boyfriend?
-- Definitely friends! :D Cause I am against bgr at this age, (Well, that was just an pretext to cover up the verity that I am never getting a boyfriend. Ha, pathetic.)

3. Who is the person you trust most?
-- No one. I am living in a world filled with mendacity and deception, no one can be trusted, not even myself. *lightning strikes* that was just a bunch of baloney. The fact is, I trust others easily, and that is why I get scammed frequently.

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
-- No. I spend my days (and nights) hiding away from the world in arrears of that velvet.

5. Who is your idol?
-- God and Jesus.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
-- Duh, I am Irish. :D Hahaha, okay, I am not. But, I still believe in seeing a rainbow (and a pot of gold) after the rain.

7. What is your goal for this year?
-- SAVE THE EARTH. (And perchance, be slim and not emaciated?)

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
-- How do you define eternity? Well, maybe I do.

9. Have you broken someone’s heart that she/he tried to commit suicide?
-- Uh, the only reason someone would wanna commit suicide is not because he loves me and I broke his heart, but it is purely because I am with him, while he abhors me a lot. Hahahaha.

10. What feeling do you love most?
-- The taste of happiness~ (Though, I am not sure how it tastes like, sweet?)

11. What are the requirements you wish from the other half?
-- Let me name a few, haha. :D

Looks are important.
He got to love me more than I love him. :D
He got to withstand with my emotional self and cheer me up when I am being oh-so-emotional.
He has got to be droll and witty.
He has got to be able to bear with my lameness.
He has got to be able to play at least one musical instrument. (I don’t know why,)
He has got to be taller than me.
He has got to be valiant.

NOTE: The above are heaps of baloneys because I know I have no rights to ask for these requirements.
Hahahahaha.

12. Favourite hobby?
-- Spending money with my loved ones like there's no tomorrow.

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
-- Beyond doubt!

14. Do you like S.H.E?
-- I don’t exactly listen to Chinese songs, neither am I a aficionada (or aficionado?) of Chinese idols, so yeah.

15. Do you think you had a nice haircut?
-- Never, I have a odium towards my hair. I feel like shaving bald, so I wont have bad hair days (every single day).

16. Do you love anime?
-- Well, yeah.

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words.
-- Cheryl is: Attractive. Amusing. Pleasant. Amiable. Adorable.

18. What have you done to please yourself?
-- Becoming a Christian. <3

19. IF you had one wish right now, what would you wish for to come true?
-- This may sound juvenile and silly, but, I genuinely wish to have fairly odd parents!

20. What do you want most for your birthday?

-- FAIRLY ODD PARENTS!

1)Dione
2)Chingyee
3)Estee
4)Xiaoxu
5)Weichen
6)Yijin
7)Simin
8)Chermaine

Do this quiz and get truckloads of blessings! (Or get bored to death)
Thanks Cheryl for tagging! :D

A few of the people I have tagged are the same as the people Cheryl has tagged, this is because I seriously don’t know who to tag, hahaha. So, yep, do the quiz once, its enough because I did not change the question (like what the instruction has told me to). :D

CHINGYEE and DIONE are

CRAZY MUGGERS!

Okay, maybe they are not; conceivably I am the only BIG FAT IDLER.
I am reprehensible for idling my precious time away, but I am not in that frame of mind to do my homework or study.
I am also a bore to talk to.
Dang.
I shall go and watch YouTube videos, or watch TV programs, like always~

Reply to tag:

Cheryl: Haha, yeps! SAVE THE EARTH! :D Thanks for the tag darling! Finally, this is something to keep me away from idling my time away. Hahaha. Love you too! (omg, that came out wrong, hahaha.) <3

SAVE THE EARTH

2008-05-29T11:13:00.000-07:00

Glennis and Brenda came over to my house today to discuss on the mathematics statistics poster.

Haha, it was more to a hey-lets-play-with-the-cute-lil-kiddos-over-here, rather than a hey-lets-be-serious-and-do-our-math-project thing. Well, at least we managed to come up with a few questions after changing our theme to something outright divergent.

At the outset, our topic was ‘BGR - detrimental corollaries?’ (I think). Then, after much discussion, we decided to change it to something which appeals to me a lot, THE ENVIRONMENT. Yes, it’s the earth alright. So Save. The. Earth.

If you think I am a nerdy mugger who does outlandish and asinine stuffs like blogging, you are

WRONG.

I am a nerdy mugger who cares for the environment.

So you got to care for the environment too. You have a part to play. *background music*
Don’t think that you are just one more in the statistics, cause one is a difference between seventy four million three thousand and eighty five, and seventy four million three thousand and eighty six. (Nah, this arbitrary figure just popped into my mind.)

(The above picture is NOT drawn by me.)

So, SAVE THE EARTH.

This is arbitrary.

Oh yeah, I am getting a Crumpler bag! (Though I don’t know how it will look like.)
Well, its merely because my granny saw a Crumpler bag when she went out with my cousin, she thinks its appealing, so she bought one for each of us lil kiddos.

Hmm, its 2.36am right now, I am still watching YouTube videos while I devour my supper. If only someone is online to strike up a conversation with me.

Hey! I see Marilynn online, I shall go bother her~

OMG, I seriously am bored rigid.

Hahaha, I heard a recount from someone about a boorish and loutish taxi driver, and it was H-I-L-A-R-I-O-U-S. Okay, it was not exactly side-splitting and uproarious, but it was funny!

The Change 08’s concert is in two more days (or rather, one more day considering it’s already 2:47am) (Yes, I am blogging while watching YouTube videos, that is why I am taking a long time to blog.)
Oh, Change 08’ is a fund raising event to help save the EARTH, so if you have the time, do join us at the botanic gardens at 7pm (I suppose) on the 31st of May 08’. :D

Yawns, perhaps I shall just get my siesta and putrefy at home.
NAH, I am gonna watch TV programs now, though I’m not sure what TV shows are there now. (I’ll find one somehow)

I am indolent.
I can’t believe I am idling my HOLIDAY time away,
I should be doing something slightly momentous and somewhat consequential!

IT’S THE HOLIDAYS.

Rejoice.

I am delirious and euphoric!
There is going to be dance camp and 2L class chalet!
Oh yes, I am also meeting up with my primary 6 classmates, haha.
<3

Well, that’s all folks.

Ciao.

God Bless.

Cheers!

Replies to tags:

Jaslynn: Hahaha, I am online now dearie! LOL, I don’t know, I don’t think I am going to let him now.

Dione: Hahaha, yeps DEER! :D hahaha, nope I don’t think I will be revealing that secret of mine. (;

Cheryl: Hahaha, yeps! :D Hahahaha, hmm, I don’t know if I should tell him or not. I shall contemplate, haha. :D

To Jaslynn, Dione and Cheryl: Thanks darlings! (; I shall deem bout your suggestions. :D <3

photos

2008-05-27T11:13:00.000-07:00

Hey all, I’ve been really occupied (by watching television programs) these days, so I didn’t actually have the time to update (yeah right). Well, here I am (at 2.19am in the serene nocturnal) posting up some photos, since they say a picture depicts a thousand words. Here are a few thousand words for you to enjoy. Well, I shall blog again tomorrow (I hope) and post on what has happened these past few days.

Oh yes, I am currently listening to ‘goodbyes’ by savannah outen. I mean, how cool is it if I can release my own hit single after being appreciated on YouTube?

I have been playing ‘Is it you’ by Cassie and ‘bleeding love’ by Leona Lewis repetitively like clockwork today on my creative media player, like they are the only two songs I know.

“I'm looking for a lover not a friend
Somebody who can be there when I need someone to talk to
And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows always
Baby I like to have you in my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there,
Wants to share, shows he cares
Thinking on the one that I've been waiting for
Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?”

“But nothing's greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe
But I don't care what they say I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding ”

Twilight! I want a vampire boyfriend; bleeding love.

I am still perplexed as i am stuck in this idle, I don’t know if I can muster up my courage to take another step.

Me: you are not a psychopath lah,
Jas: LOL
Jas: I am lor
Jas: I think I am
Me: you are not,
Me: If you are, then what am i?
Jas: super psychopath
Me: LOL!
Me: lets be the psychopath twinnies!
Jas: LOL OKAY!

After a few moments,

Me: twinnie, can you guess what I am thinking of now?
Jas: nope
Jas: D:
Jas: rah
Me: hahaha
Me: i am thinking of what you’re thinking of what i am thinking now,
Jas: you know what I’m thinking now?
Jas: I’m thinking of what you’re thinking of what I’m thinking of what you’re thinking

LOL, yes, we were bored stiff and super jaded.

Okay, I shall stop here, cause its 2:44am, and my dad is gawking at me, hahahaha.

Ciao!

God Bless.

Cheers!

Replies to tags:

Cheryl: Hahahaha, I think I look hideous with and without makeup. :D Thanks a lot dearie, hahaha, yes, I shall be anti-emo!

Weichen: LOL! I don’t think it’s a torture reading my posts, you are just embellishing. Hahahaha, I am sure its just an understatement. And no, you do not need a dictionary beside you. -.- ah, miss those days sitting beside you, you air-conditioner. :D

Valerie: hello! :D Hahahaha, I am NOT a smart person, I think I am obtuse, daft and harebrained, lol. I don’t think I have done my duties well as a chairperson, thanks a lot though! (: hahahaha.

Chermaine: OMG, HELLO! It has been ages since we last met, hope we can meet up again real soon! Hahaha, relinked! :D

Cheryl: Hahahaha, yeps yeps! I will! :D

NOTE: This post is ANTI-CHEEM WORDS. :D

CIP at tampines mall.

RV Open House event

Smile! :D

Gosh, I look hideous. You must be mortified.

Sentosa trip! 26may08'

Cheryl's heart-shaped sand model

LOL, Chingyee's squidward sand model.

1, 2, 3, 4, high 5! :D (gosh, that was juvenile)

Siloso beach! :D <3

hahaha, my hair is disarrayed.

Hahahaha, we were playing like adolescents!

Luge ride! <3

I think I really like you, my dear sweet ___.

random short post.

2008-05-18T10:36:00.001-07:00

I NEED the car. D:
I demand for it.

God bless.

Cheers!

Noteworthy CIP event.

2008-05-18T10:24:00.000-07:00

It intriguing knowing that behind that velvet, the true feelings of human is seen.

Seeing all those pseudo and hypocritical sympathy,
Compared to all those sincere and authentic compassion,
Really did give me a new perspective in life.

I know, my posts are usually prolonged, so I shall make an endeavor to be less philosophical.

The CIP event was quite gratifying and noteworthy. The exuberance in us were unswerving, however, we did took chances to take the weight off our feet by sitting on the escalator’s step whenever possible. We were jaded, both physically and psychologically as it was arduous to plea for donations at this era, where the life of humans is so hectic and expeditious.

Despite the deterrent that made us slightly melancholy, we had to persist on and refrain from losing our merriment.

Glennis and I harmonized with each other and gait all around Tampines mall the shopping precinct beside it. We did not liberate any chances of being able to sit on the escalator steps to take a breather. Adding on, since there are mirrors right above the escalator, we took quite a few photos as well. We set our target and aims, from a thirst-quencher, all the way to Haagen-Dazs ice cream. It was absolutely (It’s an understatement) strenuous and arduous.

There was woman who was chasing after me to give her part of the donation. I guess being a giver does have its perks. (:
A few casually retrieved the post cards we were distributing, which was not half bad.
However, whenever we were ‘rejected’, it was difficult to comprehend the profound rippling effect (understatement, again).

I am depleted.

Moreover, I had been standing since the morning, all the way till 5pm.

I could still remember vividly that prolonged 37 minutes train ride, lengthy 40 minutes of bus waiting time, and those 20 minutes of the bus ride. Yes, I was standing all the way through. I am being unappreciative again aren’t I? I know I have to be complacent because I have a roof over my head, and that I even get the chance to live. However, there are just people who I can’t tolerate, those people who couldn’t think less for themselves. Is giving up your seat to someone else who needs it more than you that difficult?

Well, the event is philanthropic to the animals. It’s a fund raising event for the Animals Concern Research and Education Society. They prevent the illegal transportation of endangered animals. I mean, what’s the point of watching Kung Fu Panda when the panda is not there?

Have a heart, Give and Receive.

I actually planned to sashay down the aisle or street to portray my dainty petite self, however, I appeared more like a human emulating a gorilla. (Bananas!)

I wanted to upload all the pictures here, however since my computer was reformatted, I have to dig out that c.d. for some installation so that photos will be able to be uploaded. I’m lazy, so I won’t be uploading pictures today. (Or any other day I think)

And yes, Shaowei was basking in the glow of this festive we were helping out in his honor. (I think it was more for sake the endangered animals and CIP hours, hahaha.)

I should be euphoric that you are online,
However, if the unimaginable happens, it would be a fiasco.
How I wish I could just drop down on the hardwood floor,
So that this peculiar feeling I have inside would stop.
Even a tad of feeling would be inherently risky.
The things you did are still lingering in my psyche.
No, you’re not the norm type of guy I would be enthralled to,
There is just this indescribable, beggaring description, feeling I have.
And the feeling is overwhelming.
I just want to disintegrate into remnants.

“…the wherefore and the whence of all its sweet, that with your acquainted suffers, like my passion’s pale decadence.”

(f.y.i. the above statement is NOT by me.)

Oh, yes, my I would like to proclaim: My English language is not fantastic. -.-
It only seems fanciful on the outside, but its not.
I code switch yer know. *laughs*
Just kidding, I ain’t that proficient.

Ciao!

God Bless.

Cheers!

Replies to tags:

Chingyee: Hey babe. (: Yeah, the part briefing was slightly poignant. Hahahaha. Sleep early dear! Its just dance camp, hahaha. Kidding.

Jaslynn: Hey babe. Hahahaha yeps! It certainly is not. -.- I am irrefutably not a genius. -.- Love you too! <3

Junming: LOL, great!

Yuejun: Hahaha.

CIP briefing.

2008-05-17T10:37:00.000-07:00

AWKWARD

Firstly, I am really reprehensible and contrite that I was tardy for more than thirty whole minutes!
Blame the location, it was just too forsaken.

At first, I was shocked to see such a seemingly derelict place, though it’s renowned.
However, upon that whole thirty minutes of being ‘adrift’, my dad and I finally found our way to NUS.

Yes, we asked for directions, and not only once.

However, the directions given were vague and also deluded (okay, its not some conspiracy, the directions only misled us) us to some places further.

Upon reaching NUS, I met up with the other dancers and entered the lecture theatre, only to find that we were in time for the Q&A session.
Luckily, there was a break and another session on the people we will be helping during the fund raising event.

I was oh-so-emotional (again) when I watched the videos that show us some babies facial deformities like lip cleft and palette (I am not sure if I got the terminologies right.). I was carrying a heavy heart, and it weighed even heavier than the two insignias I have on my shoulders.

No, I am not going all philosophical now.

I had a lost for words when I watched those videos.
It was just really poignant.
Perhaps the tasks that I think are arduous, may not be as onerous as it is seems.
Perhaps its due to the things I have, I am ever so unappreciative.
I took things for granted, not realizing that I should be complacent.

I really do need to experience more, getting a glimpse of the other side of life, and not mull over insignificant things like results.

If you don’t feel a thing after watching the videos, but just continued planning your evil conspiracy, you must be derisory.

Have a heart, Give and Receive.

After the whole briefing, we, dancers, went to IMM to dine.
I could hear my stomach growling since the moment I stepped out of my house.
We went to subway for lunch.

I devoured and wolfed down my food, yes, I did. (Okay, I didn’t hahaha. But I wanted to.)

It was gauche, simply gauche.
I wanted to soothe the tension in the air, but I was tongue-tied.
However, it turned out not as bad as it seemed.
I am aware that hell hath no fury like a woman.
However, perhaps its time to bury the hatchet and let bygones be bygones.
To err is human but to forgive is divine.
There, here is my penance,
I am sorry. (This might be momentary.)

After lunch, Dione, Chingyee, Jaslynn, Xiaoxu and I went around to shop for Glennis, Glenda and Shuyinn’s presents.

We saw this really cool and pretty lamp.
I thought of a message for Glens,
It’s slightly (okay, maybe very) evil.

'We got you a lamp, purely to bring you the light of your lives, so that you will be able to see yourself during the nocturnal silence.'

No offence! Serious!
Hahaha.

After that, Ching and I went to the library to borrow a few books.
Then, we head out to the mrt station, only to be greeted by a familiar oranged-shirt-tallie, YIJIN!
We waved to Shuyinn, Yijin and Junhao, and then we bid farewell.

My parents called me, telling me that they are leaving the country soon.
No, they are certainly not runaways from the TV drama serials you’ve watched,
They were only going for a quick holiday and will be back soon.

It was all so abrupt.

The time I received their call, they were already on their way there.
So yeah, I will be seeing them in two days time I suppose.

This means, NO ACCESS TO THE CAR.

I am devastated.

Dang it

Thinking that I still have to wake up in the first light (nah, it’s only around 9am) tomorrow to head out to Tampines for the CIP briefing, I was bored rigid.
I’ve got to take the bus and mrt, which is tedious.

I’ve got to get my driver’s license and car when the time has come.

Its 2:55 AM and I am still blogging. (ignore the blogger's time.)
My brothers and so-called-cousin are still awake playing dota. -.-
I guess they won’t be sleeping soon.

OMG! AH SHUCKS!

I forgot to record down the TV show I was planning to watch at 1am.
Gosh, I got to go now.
Ciao! This peculiar feeling I am having is starting to freak me out. I just can’t believe I am feeling like this.

God Bless.

Cheers!

Replies to tags:

Cheryl: LOL! Virgos alike! Anyways, cheer up! :D

Glennis: O-H-M-Y-G-O-S-H. You tagged! (Okay, I am exaggerating.) Anyways, LOL! Hahaha, but you did smack me, and it ain’t only once. Also, it encouraged others to smack me too, lol. But never mind, hahaha.

Lixuan: LOL! My vocabulary is constricted! Such confine vocabulary and penmanship can never enhance one’s vocabulary. Hahaha. And yeah, I do suffer from mind blanks somehow, resulting in the losing of focus and main point.

Weichen: LOL! NO WAY. They are then the intellects, I am just a proletarian. (Hahahaha, using cheem words again! :D Okay well, its not.)

Victoria: LOL, its not wonderful. Hahaha, welcome. (: Just make sure that you stay happy and complacent yah? Everyone has different expectations, this I understand, but still emo is bad for health. So cheer up! Hahaha, thanks loads!

Yijin: LAWLS. Cool tag dude. Who forced you? Deprived little tall thing. Anyways, I think what I said was so true. Let me repeat myself. The people really need to know the meaning of the WORLD. It’s like those martial arts film. Those pro-malevolent, contemptible and detestable (this shows my abhorrence for malicious characters, lol.) will always say ‘after defeating (name of respectable and adequate sect here), I can then rule the WORLD. *evil laughter* *sinister grin*’
Like what the heck.
My brothers and I will laugh out loud to what they say.
I mean, it’s just part of their country and not the WHOLE WORLD.
Anyways, LAME TAG.
I know, I contradicted myself, hahaha.

Claudia: HELLO! LOL! NO you are not! You imbakia, A1 for SCS still dare to say you’ll have F9. Anyways, cheer up yah? Hahaha, and thanks. (:

the iPhone.

2008-05-15T10:19:00.000-07:00

PRESENTING TO YOU
THE APPLE iPHONE!

Photo taken from apple.

I’ve been waiting for the apple iPhone for a year already.
Finally, one month more, it should be available in Singapore.

I want to lay my hands on it. *drools*

I know I have been mentioning it at my last few posts, but, it is just too gorgeous, appealing and alluring.

I am beguiled and enthralled by it. *drools*

Its 1:28am, and I am still listening to the Mr. Brown Show Podcast (What a devoted adherent.) while doing my Chinese essay.

I WANT MY iPHONE.

cheers!

One horrendous (or not) day

2008-05-13T08:59:00.000-07:00

It was hilarious during biomed today!
Ms Wong spent the one hour biomed (emphasizing on the MED) lesson telling us about her life threatening experiences. Cool, hahaha.
I am so afraid I am going to fail biomed, I just have a feeling I might just fail it, and yah, get an abysmal grade, then emo. I am supposed to be the mascot for anti-emo. (Okay, maybe I am not, but I hope I will be, hahaha)
The only failure is a female (who we still don’t know yet), the last resort (like what Estee said) is to pray hard. PRAY REAL HARD.
So, I pray.
_________________________________________

IT WAS TOTALLY EMBARRASSING.

Today during break, I went to the canteen like some any other day, buying my food from a certain stall, then settling down to munch the supposedly delicious food.

Later, Glennis and I rushed up to class for our next lesson. Maybe we shouldn’t have run all the way up, because I might have accidentally disrupted my digestive system or something (or maybe it’s because of the food, bad food. I am so not going to eat the canteen food for a long while, a very long while.).

Back in class, my stomach started to feel uncomfortable and queasy, so I asked for permission to head out to the restroom. However, back in class, it started to feel worse, I felt really nauseous, and I was green about the gills. The aching made me motionless and inert. It was like everything was on a stand still. The time passed at a snail's pace, every single second seemed like eternity, it was perpetuity. (I looked totally un-glam. Not that i look glam normally, i just looked more un-glam. I looked like some ugly baboon shit.)

I gathered my strength to inform Glennis that I was feeling incredibly awful. Like what I’ve mentioned earlier, I felt dreadfully queasy, and then I PUKED, TWICE (or thrice). (Yes, repugnant and gross, I know.)

Surprisingly, (I think) a 3H guy helped me to clean up the mess (I couldn’t see who though). :D Thanks so much! And, and, and, I wanna THANK A LOT OF PEOPLE!

THANK YOU DADDY!
THANK YOU 3H!
THANK YOU 2L!
THANK YOU TEACHERS!

Yeps yeps! :D

I wanna thank my dad for carrying me down those flights of stairs! I was so touched.
I wanna thank the 3H mates for helping me in any possible way and concerning.
I wanna thank the 2Lers for concerning and helping me in any possible way too.
I wanna thanks the teachers for concerning too.
I especially wanna thanks the following people for not only concerning, but helping me when I was in need.
Thanks: Daddy, Estee, Glennis, Glenda, Norine, Jolene, Brenda, Shirleen, The guy who helped clean up the mess, Ms Lee, The Chinese teacher, Mr Lee, and so on! Thank you guys SO VERY MUCH!

I went to the specialist (on car, then on a wheelchair), and then I was sent to the A&E for an injection to ease the pain, after that, I was sent back to the specialist for a rather long rest. Oh yeah, when I was in the wheelchair, many casual observer actually offered to help, like opening and holding the door, helping me out from the wheelchair and so on. (I even heard a lady saying ‘God bless you.’ The love~)

Yer know, after the incident which happened today and yesterday, I am starting to feel ‘the love~’. (I sound like someone from the 70s when I said ‘the love’.) So, I shan’t emo already! (:

Once again, sorry for making such a mess and thank you guys so much! I really appreciate it! (:

Replies to tags:

Jolene: HAHAHA, sure, sure. :D Oh, you too, cheer up girl! Don’t be emo (like me) because emo is bad for health. Cheer up okay? You still have term 3 and eoy to help pull your grades up tremendously! You can do it! (luozhixiang’s tai tai will unleash her powers, hahaha.) Oh, sorry for making such a mess just now, and thanks so much!

Yuejun: Hahaha thanks. LOL, why do you and Jolene relate me emoness with tony? I am born with it (I suppose) hahaha.

Jaslynn: LOL, okay, I shall reply in one tag. (: Thanks dearie!

ChingJIE (lol): Hey dear (gay), yeps feeling much better already. (: Hahaha, yeah, the specialist told me that too. (: I shall listen to you guys and like, stop emoing. Thanks dear! (: Hahaha, jiayous for fengqiyunyang (which I assume I am not in it *cover ears*).

Norine: Thanks Norine! :D Sorry for making such a mess just now, and thanks so very much! Thank you! (:

Cheryl: Hey hey! Hahaha, yah, I am planning to stay away from that stall for the rest of eternity. Hahaha thanks a lot! (: Lol, dance, luckily (or not) I was sick just now. :D Yeah, common goal is da shit; it’s totally not worth our time. Thanks! :D

Cheers!
and you didnt even cared.
screw the blogger's time.

2008-05-12T08:10:00.000-07:00

replies to tags.

jaslynn: yeps, i love push pop! :D

jaslynn: hahaha okay okay. lets go and bug simin and juming and ask them to organize one real soon. (: yeps yeps, we haven't chatted for eras and eons. D: <<3 love you too!

jaslynn (again, lol): hahahaha. i am dumb and i am really depleted already. ah, heck common goal, its not worth my time, hahaha. thanks loads though! (((:

cheryl: hahaha, cool. :D i shall spam you back with loads of stuffs. nah, i am dumb, but still, thanks loads. (((: haha, yeps, Speed Racer. :DD

estee: hahahahaha. sure sure, lol. :D thanks loads! (((:

xiaoxu: hahaha, lets watch kungfu panda too! haha, so so sorry! my maid is finding it now, will bring it to you tomorrow! thanks again! (((:

banana

2008-05-12T07:37:00.000-07:00

Farrah, seriously, just go eat a banana and die.

Do giaving hat lre is nipe off that holesee ass’s see who will be the laook or ym ter e tou. Letsmir disgu smitomorrow drk. And. So just ekn’t smi we stop le like thest ono udeingtte, I aoig to on your face. Just wa ssonon lat me, A you’ll rs, itat a bm ganan and d LOT it and ie.

The above text had been mixed up, so don’t bother decoding or deciphering it.

I hate sitting on a roller coaster ride. Yes, it does goes up, but when you feel like you are on the top of the world, the stupid ride just plunge down out of a sudden. And yes, my heart would jump like there is no tomorrow. Exhilarating and thrilling? No. I have a weak body constitute, so don’t go scaring me like that. The point is that the ride is made that way; it is suppose to have its ups and downs. The downs allow you to feel the going up of the ride. I don’t care, I didn’t even want to waste my money on some stinking ride (that might have been puked on earlier), I am just forced to pay up and sit. The ride continues till the rest of eternity, no stopping or whatsoever.

I wanna get out. I am depleted, really jaded.

Cheers. (or not)

Push Pops. (3rd post of the day.)

2008-05-10T03:50:00.000-07:00

I want a Push Pops Candy!

Yes, I am talking about the Push Pops candy from the 80s.

As the candy disappears, we can push the bottom to see more!

How I wish to hurry down the leaf-strewn street to get one now.
I will be euphoric if someone appears at my doorstep to give me a box of Push Pops.

It is the imminent trend I tell you.

The above is neither a conspiracy nor propaganda.

Look at what they're holding, PUSH POPS!
(they look ever so cute.)

PUSH POPS, get yours today. (lol.)

Cheers!

crap.

2008-05-10T02:57:00.000-07:00

It was raining cats and dogs last night.

I lay in bed. The room was pitch black.
Suddenly, it felt like electricity was all around.
One moment the whole room was lit up, the other moment, it felt like everything has went back to where it has started - darkness.
I looked out the window, and I was blinded by the sudden flash of lights.
Terror struck me when an earsplitting, thunderous roar was heard.
It sounded just like a detonation, or rather, angels bowling.
I shivered and quivered as I, alone, remained in the darkness.
I felt so alone.

The above is nothing but a piece of crap.

Cheers.

Whipper

2008-05-10T02:00:00.000-07:00

I saw this gorgeous watch on Ted Baker, I couldn’t resist, but to upload a picture of it on my blog.
This embossed leather bangle watch (Whipper) looks really alluring.
Its 75pounds if i aint wrong, which is around 199.39 SGD.
Perhaps I shall get it for myself as a condolence present, due to the abysmal results I am going to get.

Cheers.

2008-04-18T23:59:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JINYANG!
(or bryan, or mr lee, or whatever.)

yeahhhhh, old dude.
hahaha, i dont mean to rain on your parade.

yeps yeps.
bryan was taking us for ss today, and we have already planned to 'suprise' him by giving him a 'cake'. well, we actually planned it during break time, so what we had was pathetic. at least, there was something edible (pandan cakes), pretty frootloops, and suprisingly, victoria had a candle. so, yeps, it was cool.

during ss lesson, we had to get the 'cake' up from the canteen, so i was pretending to have stomachache. apparently, everyone believed me, cool! then when they were asking if its for real, i was like 'nah, just acting.' then i gave them a sly smile before heading out the door with glenda.

the class just burst into laughter.

well, then glenda and i ran all the way down to the canteen to get the stuffs, yeps.
stop being such a miser, ass.

then we rushed our way up to the class.

bryan was like, in total shockness, cool. haha.

bryan: oh, that means just now you fake (something like that) me lah?
me: err, haha, yah.
bryan: *that face*

haha, bryan said that i should join eldds.

today during chi` lesson, we were asked to get into groups with people we don't usually work with. i do not know what muxin was planning, but the others like, knows some stuffs. hmm, wonder what the stuffs are.
GLENS, tell me. D:
argh, i still don't know about it. ):

dance was quite fun today, not as fun as last friday, but still, we enjoyed it. :D
haha, i was slacking while we were stretching, and wanglao didnt scold me although he was just beside me. haha.
it was kinda fun with the cartwheels and all, haha.

after dance we went to eat, as well as to 'celebrate' the 'last official day of cca for this term'. yeah, cause there is dance practice tomorrow.

okay, now, emo mood.

dang, i think i am dim-witted and brainless.
i scored real low for my recent tests, i thought i could got higher.
especially the biology test, i dropped from an a2 to a c5.
i think i am really dumb.
and i think that tests are to prove that my inference on me being dumb, will be able to be supported by evidence.

also, please, respect my privacy.
stop probing and snooping into my stuffs without permission, its not nice.

well, enough with the emo, i gotta like start to study already.
everyone seem to be studying really hard these days, and i am like, slacking.
however, cheryl and i got a common aim/target to strive for, so, yeps, i am SOOOO gonna hit that target!
cheryl ownage, there is no need to fret about that, haha.
well, yeps, i believe i can do as well as how i did.
thought of giving up, but i won't.
yay.

hmm, speaking of studying, i haven't started touching my homework.
contridictions of life i say.

yesterday glenda was surrounded by sick people - ziyi, tony and i.
poor glenda.
naw, but her immune system aint like mine, so weak.
yeah, muxin went to change place with tony cause he was feeling really hot, while we were in thick jackets.
yeah, i love my mng jacket, kept me so warm.
but a hug from shuyinn is better. D:
kidding!

well, yeps.

me: don't emo lah. you are making me emo. -.-
emo dude: emo is emotional right? meaning, not as the usual self right?
me: err, i suppose so.
emo dude: so i am not emo what.
me: YOU AREEEEE.
emo dude: cause this is my usual self, so i am not emo-ing.
me: hahaha.

yeps, a seemingly logical theory by da emo dude.

OHMYGOSH.
i met a PRETTAYE lil LADY.
(can't post her picture up here. D: next time if i have the time then i'll post. )
MY UBERLY PRETTAYE WALLET! :DDDDDDDDDDDD

*shrieks* *screams* *waves* *applauses*
MY OZOZO SAC WALLET IS SO PRETTAYE.
it cost 69bucks i think.
my aunt got it for me, along with a box with a dozen donuts, a shirt, a dress. :D
THANKS LOADS! :D
i was going fanatical when i got the presents!
i was mass spamming my phone with pictures of my wallet, hahahaha.

leon: you crazy arh you?
me: yeahhh! don't you think this is the loveliest thing you have seen?
leon: no.
me: i think it is! ahhhhh, so PRETTAYE! :DDD *snaps* *snaps*
(if you don't know, *snaps* are supposedly the sounds that is heard when you take a picture with a camera.)
leon: CRAZY.

i don't care if i am crazy cause the wallet is just too PRETTAYE.
its genuine leather too, cool.
there is this strong leather smell, hahaha.
yay, meet her someday then!
haven't thought of a name for her yet.
or is that a he?
or an it?
i wonder...

i read minni's blog a moment ago, and i saw her post with a few of 2L's pictures.
i then realized,
I REALLY MISS 2L TRUCKLOADS.
perhaps that is the reason why i emo this much in my secondary three life.
i am anticiating for the 'arrival' of the hols, so we can go out again like before.

I LOVE 2Looneylunatics!

well, i am like so tired now.
i slept at 2.45am yesterday. D:
so i gotta start sleeping soon if i wanna go for dance practice tomorrow.
you again?
cheers!

recounts.

2008-04-13T14:48:00.000-07:00

oh heys!

phew. after a whole week of tests, i can FINALLY blog.

first off, let me say more on the tests.

i am so gonna fail the biology test.

(i was mugging at the night, from 10 to 2, when i was sick.
so, i guess nothing went into my mind.

i am so gonna fail my math test.

okay, it wasn't difficult.
i actually had time to check, more then thrice.
for one of the question, i actually got the correct answer,
BUT
due to the free time i had, i went to double check it.
and i calculated wrongly.
so i changed my answer to the wrong answer.
just great.

well, its over already, so i shall go into emo state after i get back my papers.

ching, jialing and i went back to the dance room after the napfa test.
DANCE WAS FUN!
on that day.
hahaha, yeahhh!
sadly, dione and simin were not there to have fun too.
ching, cher, xx and i were going crazy!
we were laughing and laughing and laughing and laughing...
(i do know i can't use too many 'and's in a sentence)
well, yeah, it was fun. (:

yesterday was my daddy's and brian's birthday.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! (:

went to xx's house yesterday to celebrate her birthday, but i was only there for like less then 2 hours cause i had to go and celebrate my daddy's birthday. oh, when we (ching, cher, di and i) were walking towards xx's house, yj, wc, sy and jm were behind us (i didn't know), then they scared the heck out of me. -.- then they were laughing, lol.
hahaha, loads of us were commenting on jm's dressing. not that its bad or anything, hahaha.
we played cards at xx's house, ooh, and she cooked fries. :D
then cher and ching helped me out with my dad's birthday card, haha. thanks! :D
yeah, and thanks xiaoxu for hosting us!

went to sakura after that. lol, a few funny encounters:

i could not finish eating the beef steak i ordered so,
me: i cannot finish eating this. D:
daddy:*hiding nathan's piece of beef in a few places like in the wok, under the shell of the oysters and so on.*
nathan & i: *laughed*
me: hahaha. i think i can put my beef in the napkin and throw it away.
nathan: haha, then you can bring it to the toilet and flush it.
me: later it'll clog up.
nathan: then there will be a water fountain in the washroom.
me: cool.
daddy: *took the beef and put it in a napkin*
(the table beside us is empty, with napkins on it)
daddy: *switched the napkins from our table to the empty one* its magic, no more beef.

well, the waitress actually saw that, and she was smiling.

there were feedback forms on the table, so bored ole me went to fill it up.
leon, being as bored as me too, went to fill it up too.
his penmanship is horrible.
it was contridicting with what he wrote.

occupation: doctor
age: 19

all of us laughed.
i mean, would a 19 years old doctor have such indecipherable writing?
so my mom suggested to him that he should write a ''s patient' behind the word 'doctor', making it 'doctor's patient'.

well, yeah. (:

i should be posting some pictures later on, cause i need start doing my homework. :D
somehow, i find this post, weird and, yer know, just really weird.

p.s. i was watching videos on 2007 miss teen usa south carolina. i watched the show about 4 months ago at genting highlands, but i missed the part where miss south carolina answered the question. i pity her cause just because of one trivial mistake she made, she had to be made fun of. i mean, i always blabber on stuffs and realised that i don't even know if what i said made sense. like that speech. -.-

p.s.s. perhaps i will be getting the brown ozozo sac wallet. :D my aunt said that she is gonna buy it for me, yay. :D

p.s.s.s. a quote from estee: tks loads < 33333333333 will try my best!!! haha ty for the support agn :DDD xD

hahahahaha, we went to the Euarasian association on thurdays. it was FUN! :D hahaha, during the bus ride home, estee and i was going NUTS! hahaha, well, its all because of the singapore flyer. -.- we were commenting on how slow it goes. so we were thinking of a few possibilities of what will happen if i few people go on a ride on the flyer.

1. a bride and groom got free tickets to sit the flyer.
B&G: YAY!
the flyer was going real slow.
(5 hours later...)
B&G: y-a-y-y-y-y-y-y (in slow motion)
(several hours later...)
B: ahhhh, i can't stand this.
B took her G and use him as a stick to hit the window panes of the flyer.

2. m.s. and policemen
m.s. was running away from the policemen, so he hop onto the flyer.
m.s.: hahhaa, you can't catch me.
policemen: yes we can. *hope onto the next carriage*
(several hours later...)
m.s. and p.m.: noooooooooooooo.
so they were going in circles. -.-

there were much more, but i forgot. D:

well, yeah, it was funny. :D
maybe i think too much.
hahahahaha. yeah, us and our msf and mgf, cool. :D
maybe it has always been like this.
ciaos!
i am expecting more, but all you give is just this bit.
God Bless!
wondering if its just me.
cheers. :D

i am slighty lame (literally).

2008-04-01T23:15:00.000-07:00

sydear says its dumb of me to type 'unseen' words at the bottom cause it can be seen.
well, this is a weird way to start a post, since that is not the main point.

well, let me start from yesterday.
i hurt my knee. D:

its really painful when i walk, so i was limping my way to school today.
my heavy bad worsened the situation, by a whole lot.
oh honey helped me to 'wrap' my knee with that thing. haha.
looks like its correct, so we preteneded that it is.
haha, thanks!
i wanna thank all those that have helped me in a way or another, especially estee, ching, glens, honey and mother. :D

i got scammed by fy.
fy: today no dance leh!
me: REALLY?
fy: YA!
me: omg, why?
fy: HAPPY APRIL FOOLS' DAY!
me: -.-

dione and jas tried the same thing on me too, hahahaha, but they didnt succeed. (:

today when i was in the canteen after morning assembly (i forgot why) with ching, we saw bryan. then he was like 'what happened to you?' (in some other funny way and with the funny face!)
then ching just laughed.
i was like 'err, knee injury.'
i forgot what bryan replied but it was funny too.
gosh, i am so forgetful.

then halfway throughout bio lesson, i went for my dental appointment.
scaling, drilling, filling, etc.
it sucks big time.
it took like 47mins, which is a long long while.
so i practically skipped the whole of bio and a lil of math.
still thinking whether if i should get braces.

oh i when i was on my way there,
i saw mr ong, mr chow and bryan in the canteen.
all the relief teachers that have taught me before, so cool.
bryan: what period is it?
me: bio, i am going to the dental.
bryan: oh...
mr ong: what happened to your knee?
me: err, not sure, just knee injury.
mr ong: oh.. get well soon.
me: haha, thanks.
mr chow: what cca are you in?
me: err, dance.
mr chow: oh.. get well soon.
me: thanks. bye.

lol. what a weird conversation.
3 against 1.

anyways, during break today,
you can witness a 'girl' being 'bullied' by a few people, hahaha.
i pity jm, haha.
thanks anyways. :D

i went for dance today, but i didnt dance.
jm helped me to get my bag up to the dance studio, thanks! :D
cause my bag was really heavy, he said so too.
thank you jm! (:
thanks for consoling me too, hahaha.

today during cca i was there pressing the music,
but i stretched too! :D
when we were stretching, longlao was chatting with me.
she thought i was from msia, haha.
then she said that ohio has good dance programmes, haha.
also, she mentioned that she stayed at (forgot where) before too.
then when wanglao came, i started to do my homework.
not much, but i still did some.
after dance, i was still sitting at the front beside the teachers,
then simin they all went to 'crowd' around me,
looking at me while i was doing my work.
then i was like 'why are you guys crowding around me?'
wanglao 'ya lor, why are you guys staring at her doing her homework?'

bored.
i just realised i am suppose to present the speech tomorrow.
i have not researched on 'media and privacy'.
i have to memorise my speeches by tomorrow,
i am so dead.
needa do my homework already!
ciaos~

cheers!
shuyinn is gay. :D

history field trip (:

2008-03-29T23:36:00.000-07:00

heys all!

today it was quite an adventurous day. let me start by mentioning what happened in the morning. (:

i set loads of alarms on my phone yesterday to make sure i'll wake up this morning. so, my phone rang this morning and i woke up. to avoid mass spamming of noise in the morning, i went to delete all the other alarms, and i went to have a short rest cause i was really tired.

i woke up again when glennis smsed me 'where you are?' i read the message and was shocked. check the time, 7.30+am. and i was like, OMG. well, anyways, i had stomachache too, so its okay. then i told glennis i had a stomachache.

(oooh, anyways, sydear was sick too, so she didnt turn up for the trip. hahaha, when gays unite. from this, we can see that when one gay is sick, the other will be too. :D get well soon dear!)

i woke my dad up and asked him to fetch me to the japanese cemetery park at yio chu kang. i got ready as my dad and i took our sweet time. unsure of the venue, i went to google map to find the map and drew it out, hahaha. i think i left the house at 8+.

initially, we were lost. but after a few twist and turns, we arrived at the japanese cemetery park. (: i went to meet up with the others. mr lim brought his 8 years old daughter, adrenne (i think) along. hahaha, mr desmond lim's daughter is really cute! :D she held glenda and my hand, hahaha. but she is closer to glenda then to the rest of us. i think she went to ask mr lim for glenda's name. :D

anyways, the japanese cemetery park was really peaceful and quiet. it was among terrence houses and bungalows, which makes it kinda away from loud noises from the streets.

hahaha, a few quotes,
"the first thing they (the people who live at the houses near the cemetery) see when they wake up are the tombstones."
"every morning they wake up and walk to the window, they see the cemetery."

then we took photos, with mr lim's daughter too, hahaha. :D

anyways, kranji wm is a very nice place. i know, nice is a very vague description, but i cant find words to descript the feeling i had when i first step in there. the only two words in my mind was peace & tranquility.

its really saddening seeing the engravings on the tombstones. i mean, majority of the soldiers died at the age of 20+, which is really young. also, we saw a tombstone of an infant. it died at the same day it was born. i mean, what really is war? the conquering of other countries to achieve greed or peace? the dying of thousands?

to the world, they died honourably.
but there are just too many of them.
anyone of them is just one more in the statistics.
but who will remember tham after that?
to the world they are just another one,
but to the their families,
they are the world.

well, just some thoughts.

oh, and gay me cried. lol. because i went there, i dont know why, but seeing all those makes my face ache and my nose was really sour, in a sense. after hearing what mr lim has said, i cried. lol. it was just a few teardrops anyways. haha, glennis said i am emotional.

well, yeah. (:

below are just random arrangement of pictures. :D

God bless.

cheers!

dancers. <3

ching and i. :D (shuyinn, dont be jealous. hahaha)

CHOCOLATES! i have loads of these at home. & they taste D-E-L-I-C-I-O-U-S!

yay. :D jol, glen, bren and i.

yongzhi the LAMER~ hahaha. he looks like a lil boy in the pic.

glennis and i :D

glennis and i again. (:

a picture of the tombstones.

there were quite a few which doesnt have names. how sad. i mean, you died, but no one knows who you are. their family members dont even know...

glennis, jol and norine. :D

smiles! :D

yay, more pictures.

hahaha. eating breakfast. :D the hawker is really nice! (my face is huge. and my expression is weird. lol.)

the food. yum yum!

kranji war memorial. a very peaceful and quiet place.

though we hear cars horns at a point of time, which was irritating. hahaha.

at the jap cemetery park. mr lim's daughter is the small girl in blue! haha, she's really cute.

BORED & TIRED.

2008-03-26T08:42:00.001-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASLYNN! :D

BORED.

apparently, i tried following my new schedule today, which was:

-reach home
-shower
-do my homework
-sleep early.

but i slept for a while when i was doing my work, hahaha.

i could have slept at 11pm just now, but i was explaining stuffs. after that, i had to urge to blog, hahahaha. so taadaa, i am still wide awake. must be the tea i just drank.

oh, no more bananas in my home. D: gotta get another bunch someday.

haha, today was the class leader investiture. hilarious. and hot, as in literally. the bright lights were shining down on us on the stage, and it was hot. also, i ran 2.4 today, which made me extra sweaty.

oh yeha, let me digress for a while. hahaha. not sure why, afte the 2.4 run today, my hip bone was like PAIN. then i was limping my way back. (oh, estee, get well soon!) during chemistry lesson, glennis went down to get a pack of ice for me, hahaha. i drew a map, hahaha. (inside joke) anyways, so i was limping my way to the hall.

back to the CLI. i was limping my way to the stage! hahahaha. quite a few people said that it was obvious. ah, which means i was un-glam. haha, kidding. don't bother anyways.

oh, weichen is 3g's new chairperson. practically everyone was giving the oh-my-gosh-weichen-c.h.a.i.r.p.e.r.s.o.n. look. hahaha, hilarious.

okay, its 12.08 now. i shall go and sleep. so tired.

which dp is nicer? the one without farrah. my existence in this blunt world is a hazard to everyone else. it was all just a mistake, a big mistake. ~

The new trend?

2008-03-24T06:44:00.000-07:00

EMO seems to be the trend nowadays. People around me have influenced me to be emo too. Nah, actually i was acting emo at first, cause i seriously had nothing better to do. Apparently, i find it kinda interesting. A few people actually believed that i was being emo and tried to console me. Hahaha. (Okay, that laughter may seem evil, but it was really hilarious!)

But then, the act eventually turned into reality, i was really emoing!

I went to strike up a conversation with yijin two days ago, early in the morning at 2am. We were chatting and i was telling him about my emo self. I named like 15+ reasons on why i was emo-ing.
Reason no. 14: SHUYINN!
Hahaha, random, but that was what i told yijin. Okay, i was not emo-ing because of sydear, but its just that the no. 14 makes me think of her. :D
Then yijin was consoling me till late in the early morning, hahaha. So, i would like to take the opportunity to say a BIG THANK YOU to yijin!
Oh, i remember it was 3am in the early morning on that day, and i have not done any of my homework yet. Guess what was i doing? Shopping, partying, emo-ing, watching the t.v. and browsing through blogs. I seriously did not have the mood to do my homework. So, i only did my homework during the late afternoon of Sunday, hahaha.

It is refreshing listening to Michael Jackson's song in the morning while you are on your way to school. Today, while i was in my dad's car, i heard a very familiar tune from the radio. So i turned up the volume and realised it was Michael Jackson's 'Man in The Mirror'. Hahaha, what a good way to start my day. It actually did set a great pace for my day, considering that i was still having monday blues.

Seeing weichen's blog posts, i would like to mention a sensitive topic, which is the results. Up till now, people are still being scammed by me, hahahahaha. :D The first person who got scammed was weichen, followed by yuejun, then yinjuin. I shall keep a low profile (unlike glennis, haha kidding.) and not mention my results. It hurts to mention anyways. D:

So, with that, i shall end my post. (:

Cheers!